Ivan really thought I had no idea that the guards were watching me. It was actually impossible not to. Everything I did and everywhere I go I could feel eyes watching me as we. I may have lost my powers but my senses as a wolf were still keen. I must have given them all quite a scare when I took off early in the morning with the twins.
I didn't actually have any crazy thought. Okay, maybe I did. The bracelets on my wrists still caused pain. It was faint now, like a dull ache in my chest but I could still feel it sucking the life out of me. When I woke up with Ivan's arms curled around me, I decided to leave.
At that time, I actually had no destination. All I knew was I had to get out of the castle. I couldn't stay here. My heart hurt, my head hurt, all of me hurt and I wanted to scream! I wanted to scream and beg! But no one was going to hear my cries, not even the gods! I was deemed as a lost cause to them.