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Suicide- The action of taking your own life.
Suicide is one of the multiple ways of death, so if you commit suicide you would assume that means your dead. I assumed that to but the issue is that I am not dead, but painful to to admit I am very, very much alive, after slowly bleeding out I didn't expect to "wake" back up and with lights glaring at me torturing my already sensitive and blurry vision.