Capítulo 201: Chapter 201 : Compared With Gu Nian, Those Were Not Important
"I can see the changes in you after you got together with Gu Nian. Really, to be honest, I am very grateful to Gu Nian. Because we all worked hard for so many years, you are now where you are, a little better. But because of Gu Nian, the progress you have made is greater than the total of the past many years. Because of this, I am also a little jealous. None of us relatives can compare to Gu Nian's influence on you."
Chu Tian smiled, sniffed, walked to Chu Zhaoyang, leaned with him on the railing of the corridor at the entrance of the villa, and said: "But the most important thing is to thank her. Thank you for making you feel more cheerful. You will smile, be able to let go, and be less and less affected by the past. Sooner or later, you will come out."
Chu Zhaoyang blew out a puff of white smoke.
Yes, sooner or later, he will come out.
Was it worth it to give up Gu Nian because the memories of the past?
Not worth it.
Chu Tian raised her head and looked at the cloudless and starless sky: "Finally, ask yourself again, are you willing to let Gu Nian suffer for you?"
This one was the most important.
Just because Chu Zhaoyang was confused before and he hadn't figured it out yet, he ignored Gu Nian's feelings.
Now after being reminded by Chu Tian, when Chu Zhaoyang thought about this, he immediately felt heartbroken and angry with himself.
Moreover, in order to consider the character with a strong sense of justice.
She was deeply proud of her profession as a police officer, which was to fight criminals.
But if she knew that her father was a kidnapper, her pain would not be less than his.
Especially, he was one of the kidnappers who kidnapped him, so he didn't know how painful Gu Nian would be.
She hated the group of people who kidnapped him so much that she wanted to catch the two who escaped.
Even if she knew that the other person was his father, she would arrest him without hesitation.
Then, according to that girl's temperament, she might have to leave him without saying a word.
She felt deeply sorry for him and took all the responsibilities on herself, not having the face to face him.
Then, leave him.
She could really do it.
Thinking of this, Chu Zhaoyang felt a pain in his chest. His long fingers holding the cigarette trembled, and he almost dropped the cigarette.
He stepped down the steps, stubbed out his cigarette on the trash can, and threw it in.
When he walked back, he let out a long breath.
Suddenly, he raised his hand and rubbed Chu Tian's hair.
Chu Tian looked up at him in surprise, speechless.
Since she was little, Chu Zhaoyang had never been so close to her.
He didn't have the intimacy that other brothers would have with his sister.
But Chu Zhaoyang curled his lips slightly: "Little Tian, thank you."
Chu Tian was surprised and excited, and was speechless.
She smiled brightly and walked back with Chu Zhaoyang.
"By the way, brother. I called Gu Nian today, and there was a man's voice next to her. She sounded quite young. Gu Nian said they met at the train station." Chu Tian rolled her eyes, "I don't know if that's the case. All the way?"
Chu Zhaoyang paused, his face darkened: "You didn't ask who it was?"
"Why did I ask so clearly?" Chu Tian rolled his eyes, "You have hurt someone's heart, do you want me, your sister, to make up for it for you?"
Chu Zhaoyang: "..."
This sister only moved him not more than one second.
Chu Zhaoyang took out his phone and started checking the train tickets and air tickets for tomorrow morning.
Unfortunately, it was the peak of the Spring Festival travel season, so he checked now and there were already no remaining tickets.
Chu Tian caught a glimpse of the information he was checking and asked with a smile, "Are you planning to chase Gu Nian tomorrow?"
Chu Zhaoyang glanced at her: "Busybody."
"Hmph!" Chu Tian put her hands on his hips, "Don't blame me for not helping you in the future!"
"…" The corner of Chu Zhaoyang's mouth twitched, thinking that in this regard, Chu Tian seemed to be right.
She really helped me a lot.
"Okay, everything you said is right." Chu Zhaoyang nodded and walked in.
This sudden sentence made Chu Tian confused.
She held up her phone and chased after him: "Brother, say it again, I will record it and listen to it often in the future."
Chu Zhaoyang: "..."
At night, the whole family gathers together in the living room to watch the New Year's Eve.
But Chu Zhaoyang was really too busy and tired these days, and coupled with nightmares every night, he actually only slept for more than two hours a day.
He thought about all this tonight, and his heart suddenly dropped.
The whole person relaxed, and fatigue came directly over him.
He sat on the sofa and fell into a deep sleep without knowing it.
The whole person was completely plunged into darkness.
In his dream, he dreamed that Gu Nian knew about his life experience and that her father, Gu Licheng, was one of the kidnappers who had kidnapped him.
Gu Nian couldn't bear this truth.
She came to him crying, saying that she was not worthy of him, that she was sorry for him, and that she was ashamed of him.
She has no face to face him again, and she was not worthy to be a policeman.
In front of him, she took out her police gun and raised her hand to her temple.
Chu Zhaoyang shouted "No" to stop her.
But it was obvious that she was standing in front of him, so close, yet he couldn't touch her.
He started running forward, trying desperately to grab her arm and prevent her from pulling the trigger.
But no matter how he ran, how hard he ran, and how hard he tried, the distance between Gu Nian and him never changed, always maintaining the distance that he could see but couldn't grasp.
Then, as if in slow motion.
He watched Gu Nian pull the trigger with a cold look all over his body.
"Bang!"
"No!" Chu Zhaoyang shouted and opened his eyes, only to find that he was still sitting in the living room.
The lights in the living room are bright and warm, and the Spring Festival Gala program was playing on the TV in front.
Turning around, the fireworks outside lit up the dark night sky, and the bright and eye-catching colors reflected on the floor-to-ceiling windows of the villa.
Outside, "Bang! Bang! Bang!" The rhythmic sound of fireworks was ringing continuously.
It turned out that the gunshot he heard in his dream just now was the sound of fireworks.
Chu Zhaoyang shivered, and his shirt was soaked with cold sweat.
His heartbeat was still abnormally fast, and there was dense cold sweat on his forehead.
Chu Zhaoyang looked pained and raised his hands to cover his chest.
The scene in the dream was so real. At the moment when Gu Nian pulled the trigger, Chu Zhaoyang felt heartbroken beyond measure. He felt that life had left his body at that moment, and he could no longer feel any living breath.
That kind of cramping pain, as if an awl was piercing his chest directly, and then churning inside his heart.
Gu Nian… Gu Nian… Gu Nian…
Chu Zhaoyang bent over, covering his chest, his face was as white as paper, and he kept muttering Gu Nian's name silently.
Thinking about it made his heartache.
The word "Gu Nian" was as if it is engraved on his heart and could not be peeled off in this life.
Otherwise, he will die.
These two words seemed to have magic power. They were the only spells that could make him happy and hurt.
Chu Tian was right.
Compared with the pain of losing her, what else was nothing?
Being kidnapped and tortured.
But in the end, it all became the past and became a memory.
He couldn't let the memories torture him and Gu Nian.
He hated the people who kidnapped him and tortured him, but that had nothing to do with Gu Nian.
Those people should be separated from Gu Nian.
If he had to choose one, he would choose Gu Nian.
Compared with Gu Nian, those were not important.
He didn't want to give up his beloved girl for the sake of memories and hatred.
"Zhaoyang, are you having a nightmare?" Xiang Yulan looked at Chu Zhaoyang nervously and worriedly.
Even Old Mr. Chu and Old Mrs. Chu looked worried, and the whole family looked at him.
"It's a nightmare, but it has nothing to do with the kidnapping." Chu Zhaoyang was still breathing rapidly.
It was a nightmare that frightened him more than kidnapping.
"What kind of nightmare did you have that was so serious?" Old Mrs. Chu said distressingly.
Chu Zhaoyang shook his head, not wanting to recall it anymore.
At this time, Aunt Gao brought the dumplings to the table, and Chu Zhaoyang realized that he had slept for so long.
"As long as it's okay, nightmares are all fake, don't take them seriously." Old Mrs. Chu advised, "Don't think about it."
"Yeah, let's go and eat dumplings. Eat something and you'll feel better." Xiang Yulan also said.
Everyone went to the restaurant together. Chu Zhaoyang looked at the white, fat and crystal dumplings on the plate and remembered what Gu Nian had made for him.
He picked up one and ate it. Aunt Gao was always good at cooking, but to him, it didn't taste right.
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