Capítulo 2: encounter with worst enemy
7 day has been pasted. my friend died I don't know who is killer. God, luck, bitch girls, accident, greed, drugs or even me because I am not able to do anything. my friend name was Lisa she was cute, alive nature, kind, good in academics, etc there is so much to talk about her. let end it here after that those girl leaves school move far away I don't know where its good for them. I will kill them, joking
. I continue my school. one day I was sitting at the window sit hearing conversations of two girls, my mood usually stayed sad, nobody wants to talk to me. they were talking about pron. when they are sad or in bad mood they watch to get better their mood. I know what the hell is that thing. so I decided to do the same but that thing is not made for a girl like me. it was disgusting and depressing so I didn't watch and I protect myself from addiction it was time waste. I know that thing will affect my mind
I started studying seriously its not that bad because there are so many things I give up without trying but I doing studying daily was interesting. studying protect me from reality that was so painful
I don't need anything now studying is my hobby. my academic score improved. I am a topper now I always rank 3rd. I don't know what two toppers eat they always get the same rank 1 and 2
life is normal now it was like a dream a perfect life be a topper and live with parents who love me so much. now I turned 18 yesterday old my first day of college. I found a letter from my parents.it mentions mother have cancer they don't want me to know until I go into college and she has been 4 years. I immediately call my parents. that was shocking news I am about to cry but try to hold my tear I know I am going to cry when I hear the first word from my phone. but I couldn't cry that time because they didn't pick up the phone that night. I think they don't have the guts to talk to me
that night my life 2 tragedy began. I am not able to sleep that night. my feet and arms are cold. wish to cry. tears can't come out. demon attack on my mind. negative thoughts take over my mind I was not me that time anger and frustration take over my soul. It was hell. my two old friends come their name was depression and anxiety
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