Capítulo 7: SEVEN

THERE ARE SECRETS OUR PARENTS have that we can never know of.

Everyone has skeletons in their closet.

Why is life so complicated

It can either leave you in great shock or give you the closure that you deserve.

My parents never told me of a guy named Bayo.

Did he and mom have an affair?

where does dad come into this?

I continue reading the book and I am fascinated

Sapphire's pov

Bayo really messed my life up.

I can recall all he used to say to me.

"When you find your passion, you find a reason to live. A reason to keep persevering, to keep going forward and fighting and surviving.

Sometimes you just have to push yourself just to get out of bed.

You stay up 'til 2 am just wishing you were dead.

You ask yourself, "Why can't it be someone else instead?"

Why does Bayo keep writing to me? He wrote another note for forgiveness and it goes,

You get tired of all the thoughts in your head. You lose sight of who you want to be. You blame yourself, screaming, "Why am I me?"

My sweet sapphire, There is no time on my clock out here. My mind is soothed by the tranquilly I'm experiencing here. It's difficult to find a tranquil day these days. My spirit is soothed by the air. It encourages me to consider what my life's purpose is. Then I take a peek out over the water. And it appears like the turbulence in my life has subsided. Over the clouds, the sun sets. However, the orange glow all around me makes me happy. As the evening approaches, I believe I am exactly where I need to be. This afternoon's tranquilly comes from the natural world. It just feels like such a lovely thing. I'm sitting here wondering where life will take me. But all I want right now is for time to slow down. To savour and feel free at this time, I needed to clear my head and find some joy.

You wish you could simply be unencumbered. You'll notice something if you open your eyes. That life is what you make it, and it might be difficult at times. We are beaten and battered, mistreated, and terrified. We lose sight of what is vital. We've forgotten how to drive. We all require a focal point. A cause to keep going. Discover your true calling. Find your passion. Find something that makes you want to fight, then do it.

And you'll make it. My ears are blown by the wind. I lose all my fears when I close my eyes. The waves pound the cliffs.

It's days like these that I cherish. Beautiful weather and amazing nightlife. It may not appear to be much. But it's times like these that I want to hold on to. For the first time in my life, I feel as though life is perfect. So many difficult days when my enjoyment was missing. Listening to the waves has the potential to make me lose track of time. I'm listening to the birds and seeing the clouds. I'd be able to close my eyes and disappear into the night. The peace I have aids me in winning the battle. As the waves continue to pound the cliffs, I believe that happiness is being unlocked. The day is coming to an end. I'll only know the tranquilly I'm experiencing right now. My thinking is finally clean right now. As the evening approaches, it's time to leave." He said all these to me and I believed Bayo.

He told me it was from his heart.

If his heart is fake then he is right.

I really was a fool for love.

DAMIEN'S POV

I close the book and sigh in tiredness I take the book to my room and hide it in a secret compartment. Will I approach mom and ask her about Bayo? I will become like her though, my mind can not comprehend it.

I try to sleep but all I think of is how the world was created. If we are all spiritual will we remember how our life was? If the creator was to end it all, will we all vanish? All we know as life will all end.

it will be a mirage. Is this life even real? What is reality?

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Authors note since authors thoughts is a tad bit too small for all I have to say.

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