Capítulo 17: I Killed His Brother
What the fucking hell.. I just can't believe this. We both looking at Ray to explain. We still didn't know how to react and what to do. This sudden news can't digest for me..I don't know about Max what all in his mind. I still waiting to say something to us. And about him he Don't know how to explain. But he have to.
" are you kidding right?" I hesitantly said to him.. because I didn't get it.. is Max has any brother? Or he had..
" just tell me already.." Max yelling at him.. I literally shaking.. no its can't be.. I know I kill lot's off teen but.. no.. no..
" Yes red.. you killed him but you did what he told you to do. That's not your fault." He said to me and than looking at Max to say what is going here.
" Justin force her to killed your brother. To brake you. " he said and Max boiling in anger ready to kill him or me.. I Don't know.
I know that how he force me to killed people. And I did whatever he said to me. Why.. because I don't have other options. I am so deep in messed. I really don't know how to get out of it. Now I did but his enemy's damn. My past can't give freedom to live. Why my past continue hunting me till now.
" look I am sorry. I am really sorry for your lost..." I started to apologize him but he cut me off..
" sorry..." he said and laughing. "you sorry for me to my lost.." he said and come closer to me.. I just scared hell out of it. "you don't know anything about it..you don't know what is feeling when you're family killed by front off thousands people." He rise his voice and he's eye's red in all anger and he anytime started to crying but didn't. he dont wanted to break down front of me.
" I know this feeling Max.. I better know so don't tell me.. and I am so sorry for that." I said to him I don't wanted to explain everything things so I just said and site my previous site. I know this attitude he can't handle he just about to jump on me for killed.
" Max.. stop.. don't man.. it's not her fault. She did what they order her to do. " Ray said to clam him. He did but little.
Again we site like nothing happened. I didn't say word. So did Max and Ray. We all are in our own thoughts.
" why are you here." Max asked ray. Ray look up and stair me than look him.
" thanks for the take care of her. I don't know what happening in both of you. Last week when she run out to your house her roommate told her that some guys in there and they are asking about her. Still I am figure it out who they are but didn't get any information. So I told red I mean ava." He correct himself ".. to stay your house some time to hide when things going to normal. I think it is. And she can't hiding like this forever...So I am here to get her so than she can live her dorm and dont trouble you anymore. And she's here to forget her past and she quite fighting she here for her dreams so I think you understand what I am saying." Ray explain him everything think. I don't know he listen to him or not.
" who the mans. Who's asking about her. You didn't tell me about this" he sai to Ray than said me literally yelled me. I look him I no more scared for him. And that is he wants to know about this.
" because I don't want to.. you wanted to me stay here so I did. About that well that was none off your business you get that. " I said him angrily. But I didn't shouted him. I said him in cold tone. And after that he again he's come in he's anger face but I am no more scared to him.
" but now its my business. And dont show your attitude me.. you still forget or what were you stand miss ava.." he rise his voice little bit.
" I know were are I am that's why I just said you calmly. Neither you dont know what I capable for. Or maybe you know...So dont tell me what to do or not. " I yelled him. And than I close my eye's. I feel he's looking at me. I take deep breath. If we like always fighting this mess never going to clean. We have to do this calmly.
It's not time to fight. I wanted to get out from here. I am here for complete my dream her dream James dream.
Dont involved this shit just close that and get out this. I said to myself and clam myself.
I open my eye's. I look at him I see that he still looking at me my every movement. Or what I said observed me..
" look Max.. whatever happened I am sorry for that. I just wanted to get out of this. I dont want to involved in this. I come here to complete my dream. And I want your to help just find out what they are. After that I don't asked you anything to you. Besides in return whatever you want I try my best I will give it to you. " I said to him very clam voice. I know the last whatever I said to him its supposed to be not to said but I did. But I want he's help. I don't have other option. There is no back up. This all academy is in all he's under. So he can help me to know about that boys.
Ray looking at me in very tensed m I know what he thinking about. I know whatever I said to him end of that I will regret it but now it happened and I am ready to face this.
We both waited for him to said something. He looking at me. And than thinking something. I don't know what going on in his mind. But whatever it is this can going too my life change.
He smiled and than smirk. Like he know now there all in hand this game is. I just rolled myself.
" I will help you that. And about in return I will tell you what I want after solving your problem." He said. And I nodded. And I stood up. So did ray.
" now can I leave this house. I have training to do." I said to him. He look at me and finally got up and nodded.
Finally I live my life again. So much than I missed in this all weeks. My training. My gym. My friends. I know its just two day's I just spent there. But it's like my whole life in there. Stupid me. But finally I am coming back to my life again. To leave this lonely house. How's beautiful full for out side but inside there is no color no love no happiness. And I am happy that I am not living this house.
I also talk with anggi and dani I don't know how's they are. What if they stop talking to me. I don't wanted to lose them. In this whole week I know how I feel in this house to lonely. It's feels I have no one. No one love me. Or I thought that it's all my fault that I stay away from them. They always trying to be nice. Always with me. Now I know about this how's life is. I I know it's only 3days but in 3days I feel there is no end. They little bit change me. And now I have to do my all to be with them. No matter what.
But I just can't do that to them. They maybe consider to me there friend's.. I am appropriate that.. but they didn't know that what mess what I really am.. what if they know they will accept me.. I know that if they accept me knowing everything about me.. but I know that they are going to be danger because of me.. and it's not good for me.. for them.. I don't want them to be in danger.. I can't risk there life.. it's better that I stay away from them.. its good for me good for them..
For now.. I am happy that I am going my dorm.. I am going academy.. finally
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