I’m anxious because Alexei isn’t in the same room. What is this? It was never this bad before. That’s because your body was still recovering from the overdose of smack. Now that you’re beginning to come back to yourself, you have a teenager’s libido and no control. I’m someone who’s gone from not showing any sexual interest in anyone for seven years to a state of sporting an almost constant erection…well let’s just say that it’s a good thing the waiting is over tonight. I’ve been used as nothing more than a sexual receptacle for a third of my life. To move from unwilling vessel to actual desire in a week is quite a stretch. I think I’m going to go look for Kane after I eat.