Capítulo 3: Chapter 3
*Idiot*
*I was stupid again*
That was the word that summed me up, I really was poor ignorant and I knew that and yet I underestimated the others around me, not even a week passed before I realized all the mistakes I made just in one week, *Crinkle* and there are the consequences.
The consequences didn't go away even after I died, I really wanted to blame my past for everything that happened to me but this time I couldn't, this was really inevitable and it wasn't my fault or even theirs, that's just how it is. world, whether you like it or not.
I felt the cold night air hitting my body at the same time I felt the blows, and at the same time I felt the stabbings, *Crack* I went out in the middle of the night in search of some of the hospital equipment to start the treatment. organ development to not only develop my quirk, but also my body.
*Sigh* how stupid I was, first it was strange that somehow my parents weren't at home, but of course they had a lot of work and I honestly didn't give a damn, first mistake, maybe if I had cared more about them or to the suspect this would not have happened.
Secondly everything was very quiet and even so I didn't care and I ran, I did it like any child would have done, in the street I found an angry mob led by the parents of the boy whom I had previously beaten up for trying to disturb .
I was arrogant once again, and sincerely I don't think I will change, if in more than 100 years I haven't done it less I will do it for a few blows, I should have foreseen something like that but I couldn't blame myself, I wasn't a great mastermind, I wasn't a great genius, he wasn't a great strategist, he wasn't the chosen one, he wasn't any of that and honestly it didn't bother me, I had accepted it a long time ago.
I spent my entire life locked in a laboratory wanting to create the perfect human without knowing what humans were like, and I don't mean physically but rather their mentality, the few interactions I had were with my colleagues, I knew every centimeter of the human body, its capabilities, their limits, their possibilities, but I didn't know anything about a person.
I had known the human like no other being had, but I had never managed to know a person, I knew that this was actually my fault, having closed myself off from reality trying to get someone else to fix it, but can you blame me?
Maybe that was my mistake, maybe that's why it ended the way it did, I remembered "HIM" once again, curious that even in my worst moments I always returned to my great failure, that's why I never said his name, he did what He did and it was all my fault, what saddened me most was seeing how I couldn't do anything to help him.
Maybe if I had raised him properly, if I had treated him like a person and not like an experiment, maybe if I had made him more of a person than a human it would have worked, but then again how would I do that if I didn't know any people?
In reality, I did know them and that was the reason I decided to isolate myself, full of ambition, power and above all knowledge, that was the essence of humans, I knew it because that was my essence, and that's why I couldn't blame them, I met a lot of people Like me, they are right when they say that you attract what you are, maybe if I had been more like my parents.
My parents were the only example of good people, they fought for me, they gave me everything they could, including their love, they supported me in everything even when I told them my dreams, they supported me even when I walked away from them, they supported me even when they died, Even now I know that they are supporting me, maybe if I had aspired to be more like them this would not have happened.
I remember the last time I saw them, before I became what I am, their faces tired due to all the work they did and the years, but still with all the love they could give me, I didn't deserve them and they never gave me They deserved, they deserved something much better.
I really hope they have forgiven me, *clink* I didn't need to touch my face to know that I was crying, maybe there was something good in all this, I was able to remember them, and once again they managed to guide me to do things differently this time .
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I let them beat me for a while longer, I couldn't blame them, I did the same, whenever some type of "dangerous" mutation arose in the subjects, I discarded them, despised them, hated them, every time that happened the only thing I could do was hating them for my failures instead of myself.
I watched as their faces were distorted by anger, that was the human being, if I were in their position I would do exactly the same or even worse things, it was a defense mechanism that had not allowed it to evolve to this point, human pride and fear. , something I will never underestimate again.
A few hours passed enduring the intense beating until they finally calmed down. I got up with slight difficulty but it wasn't long before I began to regenerate. After more than three hours of beating I managed to create a small, almost tiny heart that helped me. to keep my body from collapsing.
Making my superhuman body already receive some type of increase, enough so that it does not leave any consequences, but of course this small heart did not last long outside my body despite my effort, after seeing how I managed to get up. many of these people left a little scared.
And little by little the rest followed, I stood up and went home to now meet my "parents" there although to my relief they were asleep, by the time I got home my wounds were almost healed but after creating more than 5 little hearts I was too tired to even try to argue with them.
I decided to enter without them noticing to avoid unnecessary drama, I didn't want to deal with them and I didn't care about them now, I really didn't know anything about them, they may have let me be beaten for several hours, I mean it's almost dawn and not even They didn't even come out to look for me, either way they had already failed as parents to me.
There was the possibility that they really didn't know anything and it was all a big plan from even their bosses, but I doubt it. You're telling me that you didn't even notice that your son wasn't in his bed when you arrived? *Sigh* I smiled remembering my old parents, and decided not to get angry with the parents of this body, no matter how they made their decisions.
The best thing I can do is aspire to not be like them and try to aspire to be more like my real parents, I'll be here long enough, by that I mean at least they feed me you know? until I get some money and leave since after all I couldn't fulfill my goal from a small rural town.
I tried to sleep and get out of my clear physical and mental discomfort, I couldn't keep thinking about what the future would bring me and especially about what my chest was feeling at this moment.
Human feelings, something that I will never understand despite my almost perfect understanding of the human brain and its reactions, *Sigh* I think I will have to compare this as much as the point is already clarified, at this moment I understood everything.
Pride, anger and fear were almost engraved in the DNA of a human, perhaps this is what fails, the human does not need someone to save them, they do not need a protector, they do not need any of that, the human and in this world Even more so, one false step is very volatile and I can end up making this small wobbly society disappear.
But not in the sense that I want, but rather in total chaos, this was the last thing we needed, it won't be easy but I was already clear, they didn't need a Superman, they, not us, we need something superior to that, but not so superior as a god or figure of faith.
They need someone to guide them, not only for the progress of humanity but also someone who guides them to improve each one as an individual, someone who makes them aspire to be better people, something or rather someone who guides them for progress. , so that humanity reaches that latent potential in them.
They didn't need a king, they needed a leader, someone to help them be better than they ever thought possible, I couldn't be that someone and I didn't want to, as I had already said, but now I was in charge of creating that someone. .
To bring humanity its salvation, its greatest pride and at the same time its greatest fear.
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