Capítulo 20: Notice
I would like to apologize to all of my readers. I did not choose the right time to start writing this fanfic.
To be honest, I began writing this fanfic on a whim. I read a similar fanfic translated from Chinese and found the theme to be nice. But the translation was bad and all the pokemon were shown to be overpowered. I wanted to write a similar fanfic but better so I began to write without thinking much.
I didn't really put much thought that my board exam is next month. I thought I could manage the time somehow. But as I began preparing for my exam a week ago, I realized that I have lost my drive to write.
I am recently feeling exhausted for no reason. Everytime I return home from my university, I would just lie on my bed and think of what to do to pass the time somehow. Unfortunately, I can't really think of anything.
Every time I think of writing, I would open my app but as I begin to write a few words, my drive disappear as writing just feel like a chore now.
Rather than being interested in writing, it just feels like I am just trying to satisfy my reader rather than myself.
As a reader myself, I am well aware of how frustated we feel when a novel/fanfic is dropped. So I do not want to drop this fanfic. This is the core of my problem.
Let me be honest. I don't think I will be able to write anything for a while, at least until my exam will be over.
Will I continue this fanfic? I am not sure. That will probably depend on my mood after my exam.
This is all I want to say. I wanted to share my honest thoughts and experience with all of you. Writing this fanfic made me realize that it takes a lot to write. My respect for all authors have increased by a lot. But I don't think I can be those author.
I am really sorry for disappointing all of you.
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