Capítulo 36: Fears & Motivation
Jake was in the room thinking about what had happened. He didn't want that, but it was necessary because a relationship based on fake love wouldn't last long.
So he gave her back her memories, and let the water takes its course.
'I just hope that everything will be alright.'
He didn't think about it any longer and went to sleep as he had things to do tomorrow.
Back in the living room.
Julia was sitting on the sofa with small tears falling from her eyes, she was confused and sad, because deep in her heart, she was afraid that Jake wouldn't love her like before or even worse...leave her.
'God help me, I'm so afraid.' Tears began to increase as her sadness increased.
'I suffered all my life before my marriage and after marriage. Before, my parents died in early age when I was young, and the family didn't want to take care of me, they even used me take my inheritance.'
'Everything was crushed to dust. After marriage, my husband treated me like a slave, he would hit me or curse me if the lunch wasn't ready in time even if I was ill he would curse me and badmouth my deceased father and mother
and when I became pregnant, he left me all alone, without even giving me a reason why he'd left me. The only person who helped me, was my friend, Rhea, she was in a similar situation to mine, but she came over it and made her company.'
'She helped me to move away and settle here with my son. I didn't greet my neighbors and became shut in the apartment. The only source of my happiness was Jake, he made my life better and he was the reason why I could move on, but I couldn't forget my past that gave me power to become stronger and move on.
And now I'm afraid that he will leave me as well. Why I'm suffering this much? Why I should be the one who is sad? Why? Why? '
Suddenly from the other bedroom, two figures emerged, they were Jane and Lucy.
When they saw Julia's state, they didn't hesitate and came and sat beside her, then they hugged her.
Feeling that, Julia felt warm and started crying.
"Aaaaaaaaaaah! Why I should suffer all my life? Why is that happening to me?!!! And now he will leave me!!! Then should I die and be over with it?! "
"Shhh you don't need to, we are all here for you, besides, Jake didn't say that he will leave you at all. Believe me when I say that he considers you the best thing in his life, and her can't leave you even if you hate him. He still right beside you." Jane said in a calm and reassuring voice, making Julia calm down a little.
"She is right, you just need to trust him and believe in him. He was sad by what he did to you, so he tried to fix it and make everything back to what it was." Lucy said, making Julia calm down even more.
"You know, he is sad and I bet he is thinking that you hate him now." (Jane)
"Why would I hate him? He is the source of my happiness! "
"Then, shouldn't you be the key of his happiness as well? " (Lucy)
"But how? "
"You already have the answer." Jane said making her confused, but after moment, she understood what she meant.
"Take it slowly, don't pressure yourself, everything will be solved in the end."
"Come on, let's go and have some sleep, your so tired."
Julia nodded and the three women stood up and went to the bedroom. Rebecca, of course, heard everything, but she let it to Jane and Lucy, as they were more experienced that her in that field.
Then all of them slept.
...
Jake woke up early in the morning, and took a bath before wearing some clothes and taking some gym clothes and put them in a bag, then got out of the apartment.
The gym was close, just 5 minutes walking on feet.
Once he reached the gym, he registered for a membership and went to the hall.
He wanted to test his strength, and relieve some pressure as well.
All the women who saw him blushed hard as Jake was simply overly handsome. The Perfect Body was taking its effect, but still he needed some weeks for it to be completed, and after it completed, he would be walking candy for every women.
Anyway, he went to men's changing room and changed to his gym clothes that he bought yesterday.
He went back to the hall where many kinds of equipment exist.
He first tried some dumbbells, from 5kg to 20kg, and he found that it was so easy to lift and they were like a small book in his hands.
He went to lift more weights up to 50kg, and it was quite easy, giving Jake an estimatation of his limits.
'I think I can lift up to 100kg if 50kg was this easy, but why there is something inside telling me that this is not close to enough, I need more, it was telling me to get stronger and stronger.'
So, Jake decided to train hard from now on. He started to lift weights like crazy.
The men around him who were also training were looking at Jake with respect and admiration, which made them train harder as well, Jake was like a living motivation for them.
'I need more, more...'
His body began to sweat and breaths became heavier.
"Hey buddy, I think this is enough, at this rate you will injure yourself."
Jake was suddenly snapped out of his thoughts and stopped, then looked to his right to find a man with well built body wearing gym clothes, he has blonde hair and silver eyes.
Jake looked at hin watch...
"I think so too. Thanks for your consideration."
"Anytime buddy, you made all of us here motivated to train harder." The man said with a cheerful smile revealing his white teeth.
"Oh, my name is Austin by the way, Austin Kaulder."
Jake stood up and shaked hands with him.
"My name is Jake, Jake Paterson, nice to meet you. Now if you excuse me, I have to go to work." Jake said as he went to change his clothes.
Austin didn't say anything and let him go, but he was slightly confused while looking at the back of Jake.
'Maybe I was imagining things? , well it doesn't matter.' Then he went to continue his training.
Jake changed his clothes and took his bag, then headed back to his apartment.
'I hope everything is alright.'
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