Capítulo 5: WHO THE HECK IS JONATHAN?

I was walking with my mind not there with Oliver, all I was thinking was why Oliver never told me the truth, my head was spinning, and I also felt like I was losing my breath. Watching him just walking leading me romantically to our airplane it was just a heartbreaking and yet, I still feel the strong connection between me and him that I can't even explain.

Oliver felt the distance between him and Anna, but he didn't want to say it while they are still in the plane because he actually understood that Anna she's going through some changes, so he decided to just keep quiet about that.

We arrived at the O.R Tambo Airport, and Oliver went to pick up his car. He came to me driving then took my bag and his to the car, then I got in also, trust me, it was like I was in a car with a total stranger the way I was so quiet, and he also didn't say anything that was also worrying me but working for me at the same time because I would be able to ignore him well.

"I will see you later?" he said after dropping me off at my place, and I hesitate to let myself in only because he wanted to make sure that I am alright, and I just gave him not genuine smile and waved at him when he was driving away.

When I got inside my car, I called my friend Jonathan who's a professor at the campus where I lecture, well he's the one who got me this job, after so many years of trying. This is my first year as a lecture. Imagine my first year as a lecture, I am dating a 19-year-old student who took my virginity away. Well, about my virginity, I tried dating guys so many times, but I never had a connection with them, no matter how they tried the connection was just too vile. My parents and Jonathan tried so hard to set me up with different guys, with different races and also with their physical appearance but it never worked, that's how I became a virgin until the age of 30, until I met Oliver, I just fell in love with him at my first sight.

I just couldn't restrain myself on our first date, our first day of meeting each other. When he invited me to his place, I wanted him in me so bad, the feeling was just too wild, because his breath, his touch, his voice and scent has a very strong natural meaning to me that I don't even know how. And even now I should be angry at him, but I can't, I still need him beside me because I feel safe, I feel so secure and I love the feeling but it's wrong, I have to protect my career and dignity also.

"Babe, Can I please come and move in with you like now?" I asked Jonathan.

"Of course, please, you know I always wanted us to stay together like we were little." Jonathan said, and that is what I was expecting.

Though Jonathan was raised by my parents because his parents passed on when he was 8 years. His mom died from cancer and his dad died from a heart attack after a day of his mother pass, and they were living with us at home, working for my parents because my parents' own livestock farm, and it's very big now. Jonathan, he's a black person, with a light brown skin color, very well-built body and tall, he's just an awesome person and not forgetting his handsomeness' face that all men and guys in this city drool over him since he's into men also.

I called U-Haul truck to pick up my things, it was just few things because I moved in two months ago. I moved all my staff out to Jonathan's place, and we usually don't see each other that much because he is a busy person, and when he's free he will be going to the clubs that I actually never visited, I mean I have never in my entire life been to a club. And I was surprised to find him in the house because it is Sunday night and he always go out, even though tomorrow on Monday he has to wake up for work.

"Babe, what happened? For you to decide to move in with me?" he asked.

"There's always rats in that apartment, even the landlord doesn't know how they get in, so I had to move out." I can't tell him it's because of the young student, and I never mentioned Oliver to him or anyone for that matter.

"Okay, you are mostly welcomed here," Jonathan said, while helping the U-Haul hot guy taking in my staff and Jonathan was just busy winking at him making the guy uncomfortable and I just laughed so hard.

"Why are you here, any?" I asked.

"Who said I am here? Girl, you are talking to my spirit," he said with small laughter at the end. "I am joking; I came back as soon I received your call."

And I gave him a wink. I felt some sort of special.

"I am exhausted, I will unpack the rest tomorrow, I want to sleep take a deep sleep for tomorrow," I exhaled after my words then head to my bedroom. His apartment is two bedrooms' apartment and too dark inside.

Before I decided to get inside my bed, I received a lot of messages and missed calls from Oliver because my phone was on silent mode, and I even forgot to switch it off, then I blocked him everywhere.

Oliver he's in his bedroom, he just started panting and prancing back and forth in his bedroom after he saw that Anna blocked him. He made a loud growl before banding his door going outside the room with no shoes on. His mind was all over the place, feeling his heartbeat racing so fast with frustrations and anger overcoming his body. He wore the shoes at his door and went out to his car. He nearly hit the gate because he has to wait for the gate to be fully open so that he could get out, he was just in a hurry.

He drove like a maniac on the road, just passing the cars without checking his both side and he was just lucky because no car hit him, or he never hit any car until he reaches Anna's place. He rang the bell over and over at Anna's gate, but no one answered so he decided to just climb the gate that has huge thorns at the top, but he didn't care. He passed to climb over and went to the door, he knocked until he nearly cracks the door. His body was succumbing with heat, breathing fire that he even burnt the door slightly and he managed to kick it off with his foot and opened, and when he got there, he found the apartment empty.

Oliver lost it, he's flame was slowly starting because his hellhound wanted to take over. He really thought Anna was somehow abducted not Anna ignoring him, but he became calm when he remembers that he can actually ask Molly about Anna and he still can't ask him directly because Molly doesn't know about him and his sister, Anna. So, he had to come up with a plan. The plan was for him to crash in at Molly's flat room, since Molly lives alone, Anna pays the room double for him to stay alone there.

"Can, I come over Bro?" Oliver sent the text to Molly.

"Yes, sure." Molly replied back quickly.

Oliver got there, after grabbing his clothes and toiletries from his place because he wants to spend the night there.

"What's wrong? You don't look, okay? It's because of that woman of yours?" Molly asked with a worried tone, with a gesture for Oliver to sit down on the bed with him.

Oliver took a deep inhale and said, "No, it's just family matters, I am sorry that day I couldn't be there for you, I was solving some family matters and tonight I just felt like being with someone not alone."

Molly nodding and said, "I understand, and I hope everything will go just well."

"You said you have a sister, how is she though? I would like to meet her one day, just to give me some advice too," Oliver said after a hard thinking.

"She's alright I last talked with her on Friday, so I guess she's okay." Molly answered and Oliver was like Friday. And now he doesn't know what to say because he truly wants to know where Anna is.

Oliver decided to take Molly's phone while he was asleep, and unlocked it with Molly's fingerprint, then went to his conversation with Anna and he saw that indeed they talked on Friday, so he typed, "I went to your place late and you were not there! Where are you?"

And to Oliver's surprise, Anna responded quickly at 2 in the midnight, and she said, "At Jonathan's place I moved out from my apartment due to rats which were getting inside my apartment all the time."

And now Oliver he's overly furious because he's asking himself, who the heck is Jonathan now. He put the phone away after deleting the text messages.