Nagising ako nang gumalaw si Lexie sa tabi ko.
Mabilis akong tumingin sa kaniya, naka tingin siya sa kisame habang ang isang braso niya ay nasa noo niya. Bukas na rin ang aircon, ako lang ata ang masarap ang tulog sa'min.
Mabilis akong umupo at tiningnan siya.
"Ayos ka na ba?"
Hinipo ko ang bandang leeg niya na ikina laki naman ng mata niya. Tinabig nanaman niya ang kamay ko.
"I-I'm fine now."
She's not really fine, she's still burning.
Tumayo ako at umalis sa kama para kunin ang gamot niya sa may mesa.
"Inumin mo muna 'to"
She innocently look me in my eyes.
Anong klaseng tingin 'yan?
"W-why are you sleeping beside me?"
Maging ako ay natigilan sa tanong niya.
Should I say she pulled me?
"Did I do something-"
"A-ah hindi hindi, ano kasi-uhmm.. nilalamig ka kaya niyakap kita.. sorry"
Pinigilan kong mapa kagat sa ibabang labi ko.
Kinuha niya ang gamot at ininom 'yon.
Mag luto nalang ako kaya ako ng soup?
Oo tama para mainitan ang tiyan niya.
Inabot niya ulit sa'kin ang baso na agad ko namang kinuha.
"Mag luluto lang ako-"
"Stay"
Inosenteng tumingin din ako sa kaniya.
"Can you massage my head? It's giving me a hell feeling"
Huminga ako ng malalim at saka binalik ang baso sa table.
Lumapit ako sa kaniya at umupo sa gilid ng pwesto niya.
Humiga siya at pumikit.
Nag dadalawang isip naman ako kung hahawakan ko siya baka kasi tapikin nanaman niya ako eh.
Idiot Gab! Sa kaniya na mismo nanggaling diba?
Ilang segundo nang hindi niya maramdaman ang pag lapat ng kamay ko sa balat niya ay dumilat siya at tumingin sa'kin.
"What are you doing?"
Pag susungit niya
"S-sa'n ko sisimulan?"
"Tss.."
She hissed and grab my hand and put on her forehead.
"Do you even know how-"
"Oo naman, no'ng buhay si Papa madalas ko siya hilutin."
She just ignored my eyes and close hers.
Nag simula na akong I massage ang temple niya.
Nakatingin lang ako sa ilong at labi niya habang napapalunok.
Ilang beses ko na rin nahalikan 'yon pero feeling ko laging first time.
If you will ask me if Fana and I kissed before..
Well.. uhmm.. yes but not in lips. She'll kiss me in my forehead, cheeks, nose and temple or even in my head but we didn't end up kissing each others lips because she told me that she'll wait until we're officially dating and by that time she won't hesitate to do it.
Of course that time never happened because she left me.
Palihim akong napa buntong hininga.
May kirot pa rin sa'kin kapag naaalala kong iniwan niya ako.
Kapag na aalala ko 'yon hindi ko mapigilan itanong 'yong worth ko bilang ako kasi lahat sila iniiwan ako.
"You don't like what you're doing?"
Nag eenjoy ako Lexie Jane kung hindi lang ako binabalikan ng nakaraan ko.
"H-ha?"
"You're sighing"
Gano'n na ba 'yon kalakas? Akala ko hindi niya maririnig.
"Hindi, may naalala lang ako."
"Your father?"
Hindi siya nag bukas ng mata kaya napilitan akong mag verbal response.
"Uhm."
"I'm sure he's proud having you as his daughter."
May kung ano nanamang nag lalaro sa loob ng tyan ko.
Simpleng salita niya lang pero feeling ko nag bibigay nanaman siya ng motibo.
Napaka assuming ko kasi eh.
"Yeah I know."
Tapang tapangan ko
"Pfft.."
She chuckled.
Wow! May pa tawa tawa na siya ngayon ah.
"Bakit?"
"You're so full of yourself"
She simply said.
Tumingin ako sa labi niya- dammit Gabrielle! She's pregnant and engaged!
Napa tigil ako sa realization na 'yon.
Binawi ko agad ang kamay ko at napa tayo.
Dumilat siya at tumingin sa'kin.
"What now?"
"Lulutuan muna kita ng soup-"
Hinila niya ulit ako palapit sa kaniya
"Didn't I told you to stay?"
Napa tukod ako ngayon sa gilid ng ulo niya.
Sandamakmak nanaman na paruparo ang nasa loob ng tyan ko habang hindi matigil sa pag tibok ng malakas ang puso ko.
"A-ah"
Tiningala niya ang ulo ko sa pamamagitan ng isang daliri niya at saka tiningnan ang leeg ko.
"The marks are gone"
She whispered.
Nag init ang mukha ko at saka napa singhap.
Wag kang malandi LJ! You're pregnant!
What the fuck am I doing here?!
I bit my lower lip and stop the feeling of urging to kiss her.
She's provoking me again.
She's sick for God sake!
"Miss Lex-"
"LJ"
She corrected me.
Lalo lang ata akong nahihirapan sa sitwasyon ko.
"L-LJ, kailangan ko nang bumaba-"
Tinanggal niya ang daliri niya sa may baba ko dahilan para makita ko siya ulit.
"I said stay"
Lumambot ang tingin niya sa'kin.
Gusto kong mapa hinga nang malalim kasi effective talaga ang mga ganiyan itsura niya sakin.
"Shet."
Mahinang mura ko at saka nag iwas ng tingin sa kaniya.
"What?"
Agad akong naalarma sa tanong niya.
"H-ha a-ah wala-"
She pulled my nape and met my lips.
Nanlaki ang mata ko sa sobrang gulat.
Ano nanaman 'to?!
Ano bang iniisip mo Lexie?! You're getting married!
Gusto kong tumutol pero may parte sa'king sinasabing huwag akong tumutol.
Mahabang segundo na pag dampi lang sa labi 'yon kasi hindi naman kami pareho gumalaw.
She released me and look into my eyes.
"If I want to have you right now, would you let me?"
Is she for real?! She's asking my permission to let something happen to us.
Naguguluhan lang akong tumingin sa kaniya.
Ang daming tanong sa isip ko. Is she a two timer? Pinapaasa niya lang ako tapos ang ending naman ay ikakasal siya sa iba.
"N-no, you're sick-"
"Then after this sickness? Would you let me?"
What the fuck are you asking Lexie Jane?!
Why are you asking this kind of question?!
I bit both of my lip trying to suppress what I eagerly want to ask.
She's a goddamn beauty and I think no one can say no to her sincere tone and eyes.
Bakit niya ba ako pinag lalaruan? May nagawa ba akong mali sa kaniya? Feeling ko pinaparusahan niya ako.
"N-no"
"Because of Fana?"
Wait-what? Bakit nasama si Fana dito?
Tumingin ako nang naguguluhan sa kaniya.
"Bakit nadamay si Fana?"
"Because she's your ex."
At confident talaga siya sa sagot niya ah?
Alam naman niyang siya ang nakauna sa'kin diba? Hindi ko ba 'yon sinabi no'ng may nangyari sa'min? Akala ko sinabi ko 'yon matapos ko siyang sampalin?
"Ano naman? Hindi ko maintindihan."
Hindi ko nga rin ex eh.
Maybe a ex fling?
"Then why you don't want-"
"Ano ba sa tingin mo ang hinihingi mo? Laruan?"
"I never toyed you."
Ah so ano sa tingin niya ang ginagawa niya ngayon?
"At hindi tama 'yong gusto mo-"
"You initiated it first before."
Kasi akala ko walang sabit.
"Lexie Jane please-"
She shifted our position.
Putcha! May lakas pa siya sa bagay na 'yon?
Nag kakarerahan na sa pag pintig ang puso ko.
Hindi ko makuha ang mga tumatakbo sa isip niya, she's really unreadable.
"I want you now Gabrielle"
She kissed me torridly after saying those words.
I can feel the warmth on her skin because she's fuckin' sick pero mas pinapakinggan niya lang ang sarili niya ngayon.
I tried to stop her but she's just deepen' the kiss.
She roamed her hands under my upper clothe na talagang nag pa singhap sa'kin sa kaba.
She's left my lips and kiss me on my right cheek.
"L-Lexie you're sick"
Nahihirapan na paalala ko sa kaniya.
Saan pa siya nakaka kuha ng lakas para pumaibabaw sa'kin.
I gasp for air, she's making me out of breath.
She kiss me on my jaw down to my neck that arch my back because of the sensation.
Because of the sudden arch of my body she didn't waste any second to unclasped my bra.
It widened my eyes to my surprise.
What the hell, she's like a pro!
Speed!
She chuckled when she saw my surprised face.
"You're so cute"
She kiss me again in my lips for a long minute.
Until now I didn't respond, I'm still confuse.
Maraming nag lalaro sa isip ko lalo na ang sobrang daming katanungan.
Pinag lalaruan niya lang ba talaga ako?
The warmth I feel inside saying that I should not waste this moment now.
She lowered her kisses into my neck again.
"P-Please don't leave a mark again."
She stop doing what is she doing and carefully looked into my eyes.
"Did you just gave me a permission?"
Permission na ba agad 'yon? Sabi ko lang huwag siyang mag iiwan ng- Ano ba naman kasi?! Kapag ba pinigilan ko siya mag papapigil ba siya?!
"Would you stop if I told you to stop?"
She smirked.
She teasingly rub her hand into my body.
I flinched my body and glared at her.
She's teasing me!
"Kiss me back Gab, I would really appreciate it"
She kissed me again and it took me a few seconds before responding in those kisses.
I put my arms around her nape while her hands is still roaming into my body.
Ngayon pa ba ako mag papabebe? Nakuha na niya ako.
She cupped my both mountain into her warm hands that makes me sudden gasp.
"Ahmm.."
She stared at me
"Shh.. they might hear you"
Nag init ang buong mukha ko at saka napa baling sa ibang direksyon at napa kagat ng ibabang labi.
"*Chuckles* just kidding, I'll cut their ears if they will hear you."
Hinampas ko siya ng mahina sa balikat niya.
Gustong gusto niya talagang inaasar ako ah...
Hinubad niya ang pang itaas na damit ko at tinapon sa kung saan.
Sana walang pumasok na pinsan niya dito ngayon kundi baka ibaon ko nalang sa ilalim ng lupa ang katawan ko sa kahihiyan.
"Forgive me again for the pain but I promise I'll be gentle."
She kissed my neck down to the middle of my mountains and she suck my right mountain while fondling the other one.
"L-lexiemmm.. shii-"
I closed my eyes because of the sensation.
Hindi ko na alam kung saan pa ako kakapit.
Gusto kong kapitan siya sa likod niya pero natatakot akong baka masugatan ko siya kaya sa bedsheet nalang ako kumapit.
Nasa ilalim kami comforter, mukhang ayaw ata ako malamigan kaya pinapainit ako ngayon.
After sucking it she look into my eyes again then kiss me torridly.
I just felt her body positioning between my tights ang separate it carefully.
Now this is it! We're going to do this again.
She trail her hand down to my tummy, navel and remove my short and undergarments.
She kissed my shoulder and left a small kisses to it.
I moaned a little.
"Lex... Ahhmm.."
She massage my tight up to my
"Lexie"
I groaned and pull her to put my face into her neck.
Napapikit ako nang mariin nang maramdaman ko siya doon.
"You're wet-"
"Stop it!"
Huminto siya sa ginagawa niya
"Down there?"
She asked
"Stupid! From talking... You're teasing me."
She chuckled and continue from what she is doing. She's playing may sensitive part with her circular motion move.
I can't help myself but to shut my eyes close and moaned the pleasure feeling. I almost shiver in the sensation.
She kiss me again and look into my eyes. Her eyes is asking for permission. I just pulled her and kiss her, enough to give her a permission she wanted.
She slowly inserted her finger down there. My mouth opened a bit when she fully inserted it.
"Tell me to stop if you can't handle it anymore."
I buried my face into her neck again to gain a strength from it.
"Uhhh-haaah..."
She start moving her hand.
"Shet.."
I cussed between my gasp.
Halos maitulak ko siya sa sakit nang mag dagdag pa siya ng isa doon.
Hindi ba pwedeng hinay hinay lang?
"I'm sorry babe"
Hindi ko magawang kiligin sa babe niya dahil bawat galaw niya may sakit at kiliti doon.
I can't stop myself from moaning her name while her move little by little going faster.
"L-Lexie.. you said gentle-haaaahmmm"
Mas lalo niya lang binilisan ang galaw niya na nag pa windang talaga sa buong sistema ko.
I hugged her tightly and buried my face again to her neck and let my moan fill the entire room.
Bahala na kung anong mangyayari sa'kin dahil nakipag make out ako sa may fiancé na, basta ang alam ko I'm satisfied today kasi malandi na talaga ako kapag usapang Lexie na.
After a intense make out she covered my body with her comforter, of course she inside the comforter too.
"You might relapse-"
"I'm tired let's just sleep again."
She closed her eyes and hug me tightly.
I feel my cheeks burning because of what she said.
I bit my lower lip.
She opened her eyes again and give me a peck in my lips then closed her eyes again.
Bakit gano'n? Mas kinikilig pa ako sa pa dampi damping halik kesa sa totoong halik.
Ahck!
I'm really insane >_< ;