Running, that's what her feet want. Her feet wanted to run away from the market and she didn't even care where her feet would take her. All she wanted was to stay away from the things, situations, and scenarios that were hurting her
The moment she saw Ashiel within the market with the lady, it made already a great impact on her feelings. She couldn't accept how things suddenly change, how Ashiel suddenly fell for someone else than her
If she could, she just answered and accepted the crown prince's offer the last being his true fiancee and breaking off the deal, but she didn't. It's because she loves Ashiel so much that she couldn't even accept Charles
However, in those years that his heart always longest for Ashiel, she never knew he was already falling for someone else
No, she never wanted to accept the reality she's been out through. However, she also realized that who was she anyways to interfere in the character's lives