Lucian looked at the sorcerer fighting the Jiaolong. He focused on it, but it was impossible not to picture Kian's cold eyes.
He had a vision of them spending eternity together, but now it feels like it was a sick joke. It seems like he turned into the person he wished to become.
He only saw the coldness in his eyes. Most things don't touch him, but Kian's mocking smile hurt him. Shouldn't he be happy that he moved on from him, and focused on his relationship with Serena?
Isn't that what he wanted? He felt that if he focused on Serena without Kian around, it would make moving on from him easier, but he was wrong.
He kept thinking that if he fakes it, at some point, he'll make it, but it was never going to happen. Even if Kian will never see them as more than friends, he can't watch him pass away.
Love's Alchemy: Breaking Shadows