Capítulo 33: PART 33
My morning is very cold. I wish I could stay under the warm blanket and dream of walking with Jihan again. I looked at the clock on the wall, it was nine in the morning. The atmosphere of the city is so cold and it looks like snow has come. I tried to get up from my sleep. Walk on a clean floor without a mat. The marble floor has a very unique pattern with intricate flowers. My hand opened the pure white curtain. I saw the clouds were so gloomy while in the air the snow was falling small and slow. I can see a little water in my mirror. With a slightly blurry dew. I wrote Jihan's name and I said if I miss Jihan. Maybe now he was enjoying the scenery in the village. It must be very beautiful. My phone rang and I immediately looked at my phone. Turns out my mom texted me. That mom misses me and she also reminds me so that I don't forget to go home today too. I took a deep breath. Okay, okay. I'm leaving right now to go home. Anyway if I continue to be here. I will definitely miss Jihan so much and I don't want to run late with my solitude. I went straight to the bathroom. The scent that makes me so comfortable. lavender. I really like that scent. Besides the color of the flowers are so beautiful. Purple is a good color in my opinion. It's very elegant and I've loved that color since I was a kid. The scent of lavender flowers can make the mind comfortable. Relieves stress and anxiety. I put this lavender perfume in my bathroom so I can feel calm too. I use warm water because what I said earlier that the weather here is quite cold. After my bath ritual is over. I put on a suit and tie my tie neatly. Gray suit. I love this color because it looks good on me. I looked at myself in the mirror and I smoothed out my undercut hair. I changed my hairstyle to make it look fresher. Because I don't want to be down with Jihan's departure, so I try to make myself more excited to live life. Time feels so fast. Suddenly I was already in front of my own house .. it really seemed to just walk away. I don't remember getting into my own car and driving down the street..my thoughts are only on Jihan. Oh Lord. I really miss. jihan.. I can't lie to my own feelings. I opened my door and saw my mother's face. "Mom, how are you?" I asked with a smile. "Yeah, I'm fine. How about you? Are you okay?" my mother asked, holding my upper arm.
I shrugged and said casually that I'm very healthy..even though maybe my heart needs to be filled with Jihan's presence. "Oh, yes dear. You have breakfast first. Yes. I'm sure you haven't had breakfast, have you?" Mom exclaimed as she led me into the house and into the kitchen. I see there are so many dishes on the table. I may not be able to finish it all. But I like everything. There are pancakes, salads, there is also turkey roasted with special spices. Mother is very good at cooking all that. "Oh I can't wait to eat all of this!" I exclaimed excitedly. "Definitely dear. You must like everything on this table," my mother said happily. I just sat down and I relaxed the fruit salad first. The fruit in my mouth is so delicious. It's just like being in heaven. But definitely better than heaven it seems. "After you finish all of this. Later I will take you to the mall and there I will introduce you to a woman. You haven't forgotten our conversation last night, right?" my mother asked making me gasp. "Oh, yes, ma'am," I answered nonchalantly. Even though I'm really lazy. But I tried to remember my mother. *** I am Jihan. I can't give up like this. I must be able to take everything in this garden. This potato garden is so vast and my master asked me to harvest all these potatoes. Oh, that must be really hard. Today maybe I should be grateful for getting this job. Because with that I can fill my stomach healthily. I don't want to starve. Okay, I'm trying to put my feet on the ground. Now the big shoes that I borrowed from my master set themselves on the wet and slightly dry ground. A lot of lumpy soil. It looks disgusting to see that color. But I'm trying to keep going. It's still difficult to adapt to life in this village. But I tried my best. Because this is my choice. I don't want to live in the city. It was a trauma for me. Even though father and his group are already in prison but I'm still afraid to live in the city. Someone will definitely recognize me. There were men hanging around who I might have served at the club' and I didn't want to see those men again. Oh my God, just imagining it makes me so scared.
Now my hands are starting to scratch the ground so I can see the potatoes. I've been taught to harvest potatoes here. So that I understand. Even though this is my first time doing it. I tried to lift the large container that was already filled with the potatoes I had harvested. I carry this large container by pulling it. Since it's so big I can't possibly carry this huge container of potatoes alone. You seem very tired," a male voice suddenly sounded behind me. He raised his voice slightly. I looked at him. I saw a man with light yellow skin and fine blond hair. He smiled at me for a moment. Then come closer to me quickly. "I'll help you, Jihan," said the man who I thought was the same age as me. Okay, how did he know my name is Jihan. "Oh, I'd love it if you would help me," I said kindly seeing her. Now the man, whose name I do not know, immediately carried the container on his back and then on a rope. Now he carried the container swiftly and seemed to have been very skilled at it. He just walked away without saying anything to me. My feet immediately moved to be behind the man. The man in front of me is very kind. Even he is different from the man I met in this village. Maybe he was in hibernation before. Then suddenly appeared. Hahaha, it's pretty good that I can be helped by this man. I can rest quickly at this rate.
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