"Second thoughts?" He asked me frowning his forehead, he looked down at me and then frowned once again. As if he needed some extra time to process the question I just asked.
After taking some time he sighed and shook his head, "Lily I hope you're kidding because the only thing I regret is not having met you earlier because I think every minute I spent thinking of another woman was wasted when you existed."
I smiled, his statement made my eyes fill with tears of emotion.
But I didn't let those exist in my eyes, "I am sorry for acting paranoid. I am just scared, I lived this already once..."
I justified myself, I didn't want to sound like the girl who gets paranoid easily and overthinks without any good reason to do so but I was deathly afraid that the past repeated itself.
I knew that asking wouldn't prevent the situation in case he wanted to leave me but at least it would make me feel a bit better.