Capítulo 142: I Cause Erections, Not Resurrections

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It feels weird. It feels really weird.

My heart is racing, my palms are sweaty and I can't form a single clear thought.

I wish this was a result of the excitement I might feel, about to meet my date but instead it's a sign of pure panic.

It feels like I'm doing something wrong, Iike I am cheating on...you know who.

what a stupid brain!

That's exactly the reason I came here in the first place. I have to finally get over her. It's ridiculous how I'm crying after someone I've only dated for a few months. She has left and yet she is controlling me.

"Would you like another one?" the bartender asks.

I shake my head and he takes the empty glass.

I'm already feeling a bit light headed and wobbly because of the anxiety, more alcohol really wouldn't be helpful right now.

"Waiting on someone?"

I nod but don't say anything because I'm really not in the mood for a conversation. But he doesn't care.