Brr~Brr~
" Did you finish up your homework?. If you don't mind then lets hang out on school break from now one, if you want then i can shut my mouth i swear. I'm just worried about you.": a text from Andie.
" Are you alright?. You can take rest tomorrow, I'll help you with your notes. So, just rest up for a day.": a text from Angus.
Reading over the text, a faintly smile but not a reply. She know something started to change in her world, there is someone caring for her beside her granny. Happy yet sad, worried, crawling over her bed comforting herself not to be afraid to trust others . It's hard for her, she loves them, care for them, but she wasn't sure about her feeling to give in all for the friendship supermacy material.
On the other side, both the twins looking over the phone wishing for the reply. Wondering is there feeling for her was all wrong or just they doesn't deserve her.
" Am I that useless?": both the twins sigh over the phone.
You can't stop yourself from falling in love. As much as they love you or hates you, the feeling is hard to let it be faded away. They both know the end of their feeling will not be in there own way, its there only choice to choose her but its the choice for her to choose someone else. They feeling of the unrest emotions of not being chosen till the end.
" Why do i love her?. None of the matters. I love her. I just..... love her,. Like crazy."
Next day.
" Good morning": both the twins greet her, who's been waiting for her in the front gate over her home.
" Umm... good morning": replied back without nothing much to show from her expression. Instead she straightly walk over to Angus and give a cute bandage for his wounded on his face.
" Umm, thank you for yesterday.": she politely said the words avoiding the eye contact with him, but a cute blushing.
Internal Angus is rocking like a hypocrite man.
" Ohhh!?. You started talking.": Says Andie as she warped her arms around Shine Dilbung shoulders, but a scornful eyes looking at her brother as if she is warning him.
That they she was picked up by both the twins and droped her until she enter her class safely. It's already, but she never think such a beautiful summer moment will be happening at her.
" Don't make her force. If by chance, if she choose you, don't make her cry, even if you do so without realise, i will fucking kill you even if you are brother, Angus.": with such a serious face as if she is like another person.
" What?. Me!?. Just chill up, i din't have the guts to let her know my feeling. But what?. Choose me?. Its impossible.": said Angus while he is looking at Shine Dilbung through the window, who is sitting the inside the class unknowingly.
" I know, I'm sure it will happen one day. So, i want to make sure that you are capable for her. I trust you but i din't trust love that easily from others for her. I swear i love her like you do Angus."; said Andie clenching her hands tightly, until she have a red mark over her palms from her nails.
" What's wrong with her": sigh Angus as he watch the back view of her leaving him.
It's not that she gave up on her, she's just gave up her choice, choosing Shine Dilbung, but not her feeling for her.
On the weekend.
" Should we go to arcade after shopping?": suggest Amy.
" yeah." said Andie rubbing her nose.
" Wokey cool": said Angus.
" Nod~ nod": Shine Dilbung.
"Omo! our cute little muse is nodding.": Amy smack her cheek.
What's more enjoyable things is there when you are hanging our with your friends, eating, shopping, playing in arcade, smacking each other butt. Being normal while you are with your friends is weird.
They bought all the necessary for tomorrow summer vacation trip on the country side, for three days two night.
" But Amy, won't there be a weird guy right?": asked Andie while stuffing her mouth with full of food.
" Why?. Are you worried or something?. But i know you won't care about that. And i don't think, since we all are senior after all except Dilbung.": replied Amy busy eating.
" What worried? I just asked cause I want to get a new boyfriend.": replied back with a half tone shaky, half tone louder. But never realise what she have said while hiding her careness for Shine Dilbung.
Amy spilled up her food, Angus choked with water, while Shine Dilbung look at her with a slightly smile.
" What!?. Did you get bewitched or something lately you are so weird. Just eat up your food. And don't dream about having boyfriend no guy will want you, So just eat up and stay alive with me.": said Amy while stealing a piece of beef meat from Andie's bowl while she's space out.
" YAh! don't steal my beef.": shout out Andie. While three of them where smiling at her expression.
" Bye, see you tomorrow, and don't over stayed up.": Amy gave a goodbye wave.
Home.
" Dalbunga, check you things well and if you need anything don't forget too call me okay. Just enjoy with your friends, your granny is happy": said granny while she is sitting smiling beside her.
She already take down her old pics of her with her parents when they go trip to Bali for the first time. She's looking forward for tomorrow trip, she wanna start making a new happy memory even if isn't with her parents. She decided to trust someone for once.
Next day.
Yawn~.
" Amy mama I'm sleeping give me a hug": said Andie as she cling up to Amy from behind.
" Did you wish for your dead?. Are you a baby?.Go and die.": replied back Amy as she busy paying attention much more for the train tickets and seats frequency.
" Did you have breakfast?": asked Angus as he land out a coffee cane to Shine Dilbung who is standing next to him.
" Feel free to ask if you need something. Or you can just ask up to Andie"
" Umm thank you.": she just said that as she accept the coffee and look at Andie who is so clingy up to Amy like a baby and Amy's out of anger and tryna scolded her.
Smile>
The trip started almost of them got doze of, even Andie leaning to Shine Dilbung big enough for her to bear the weight.
" Should we change seat Dilbung?. I ought to kill this girl after she wake up": said Amy as she pointed her lips long enough.
" It's okay sister Amy. Thank you.": with a slightly smile yet a sweet voice like her look.
Puppy eyes, Amy. Internal Amy, "she's is not only sweet and cute she even know how to take care of her sister. Our angel Dilbung long live!."
Bright day as ever, the view of the countryside scenery reflect on the window. Warm and shinny, hot and exhausted, yet a sweet taste of ice- cream let it relaxed like a baby. How strange the summer is?.
Reaching the place, its like a bunch of monkey from zoo finally release into the wild.
" Should we take pics?": suggest Angus as he take out his Sony Alpha ILCE- 7s III.
" OHHHHH...nice camera, Angus. Wokey lets take it. Woi you nonsense girl come here.": called Andie for the pics.
~ Cheese~.
They decided to take rest for while since they need to unpack their stuff and decided to all meet up at the entrance at the evening.
And finally rush up all at the local restaurant for dinner. Its too sweet memory to forget that moment. Sometimes friendship works out better than in relationship.
Night.
Exhaustion from the summer heat and trip. They fall asleep like a baby who is like dreaming over some candy. Some of them huddle up on one another as they have a bad habit in sleeping.
The cool breezing of summer night, the moonlight reflect over the pond and leaped inside the room through the door, the ring up from the wind chimes make the night more dazzling like those from the beautiful poems of summer.
While, Andie widely open her eyes and looking at Shine Dilbung who is sleeping delicately. She look at her like its her end, wondering who will be that person whom it gonna hear those words " I love You" from those soft and tender lips of her.
As she touch her face with her half conscious mind.
Gaps!.
" Andie!?".