"Prince Felin, awake! Call the doctor immediately!"
"Brother.. wuwuwu brother.."
"Prince Felin sob... Thank goodness you finally woke up..."
"Quick! Bring the doctor here!"
Why so many voices? My head hurts..
What happened?
I opened my eyes, my vision was a little blurry after adapting I saw many faces in front of me making me feel illusory.
Hah? They.. Alive?
I'm sure my current expression must be blank, then I realized when the doctor finished examining.
"No problem, the wounds on his body have healed. Just give him as much rest as possible"
After everyone left the room and the drama was over, I finally couldn't stand it and asked the royal butler Wen.
"What happened?"
"A week ago you were attacked by a demon, luckily you defeated him but after being badly injured you fell into the lake, luckily the knights got you out in the water, unfortunately you fell into a coma and the wound has been healed."
Ah.. That incident, at that time I had amnesia now I have returned a few years ago. I wasn't too surprised but my wish came true.
I don't remember how I died but the first thing I remember are the orange and gold eyes...
I'm back to my 9 years old. It feels good to be back and meet my beloved family but at the same time I feel sad and empty.
That person... Alpha... What's his name?
Why can't I remember his name? Maybe because of the influence of falling into the lake I have a little amnesia. I just remember calling him Alfa a lot, but I'll always remember those deep orange and gold eyes.
If it meets then I will try my best not to lead him to the wrong path, protect the people, family and protect him who is on the verge of collapse.
I don't know if he's the same age as me or not, better see him at the upcoming 'Carnival Festival of Sun and Moonlight' banquet, maybe he's there.
If, I didn't find her at the carnival festival maybe I'll try to take a look among the crowd.
I'll look for it, until I meet. Now I have to see these bullies..
It's been 1 year but I haven't found it to make me nervous. Where are you Alpha? Why are you so hard to find? Wait don't tell him...
Couldn't he be born yet? Even though he looks younger than me but there's no way he wasn't born yet, I suddenly doubted myself..
Forget that if I can't find her now then I will find her in the future, before that future sister-in-law comes to the kingdom.
The more I think about it the more restless and scared I get and sometimes I feel empty and confused. Some old memories sneaking up on me made me nostalgic. Happy when happy sad when sad and sometimes bad dreams.
I have to be patient. Today I have to check out this sly snake old man. Let's go to the Erlian Family Mension..
But before that I need to pick up an order at Armand's shop. In the morning Fenta and I went to Armand's shop, the streets as usual were peaceful and noisy it was very nice to see them happy, even though I know I'm low on self-expression but I know how to feel.
Arriving in front of Granderian's shop, I could feel a familiar presence, entering the shop was the first thing I saw... Deep orange and gold eyes.
It wasn't dark but full of starlight shining brightly mesmerized me until no more the person I was looking for in my deoan was gone. Unlucky!
He's gone again.. I haven't even seen his face properly.. I'm sure it's Alfa..
"Armand do you know him?"
"You mean the little boy from earlier?"
"Huh? Little boy?"
"He's my new customer, I thought he was a dwarf but he's a human child. I was quite surprised that he walked alone without a bodyguard"
"Huh? You mean?"
"Hey.. Friend, don't you see the symbols in his eyes? Isn't he a noble's son? Even though the symbols are barely visible, but maybe you humans of the human race are not very careful.."
"Can you draw it?"
"Why?"
"Ah.. No, I'm quite curious, her eyes are beautiful.."
"Hahaha.. Don't tell me that you're a pedophile Felin!"
"Nonsense"
It's been a year I've also changed a lot, no longer cold with feelings but still trying to express myself. I studied hard from my own sister, at first it was very difficult and I was often laughed at, learning from Frans made my nature start to change little by little but I couldn't get rid of the cold feeling.
I started to learn a lot to talk casually with him, it was fun but sometimes made me nervous a lot.
Now I'm used to it and it's still hard to express..
Now that I know Alfa is actually a noble's child, the symbol in his eyes shows he is one of the high-class noble children. This sign is...
Erlian...
But instead... Wait, I seem to have forgotten something really important..
Ah! Don't tell me the Alfa I'm looking for is the youngest son of duke Erlian's family?