Capítulo 58: Chapter 57: I Deserve A Doctorate As A Surgeon
When I saw a bone thorn go through Sayo's heart I felt strange.
I wasn't furious, just slightly annoyed. It was like the feeling of walking, finding a bill on the street, and picking it up to realize that it is a monopoly bill, it is disappointing but not frustrating.
The reason why I have not accepted any woman in my official harem is that this world is dangerous and there is a risk that some of them will die, I promised to take care of them so if one of my lovers dies I would have failed in my duty to protect them.
Sayo is not my lover, we do not even know each other, so it is normal not to feel angry if she dies, at most it will be a feeling of pity for losing such a beautiful woman.
Then why?
Why is my Berserker ability growing?
[Skill: Berserker (10%)> (80%)]
More importantly, why did Madness stop being the same jolly idiot despite growing up?
[Energy: Insanity (28%)> (40%)]
Something is definitely wrong with me, but whatever it is, I don't care anymore, I'm just going to beat up that son of a bitch until my soul is satisfied.
"SAYO !!" - Yuko screamed in extreme pain.
I ignored her, I just want to kill the fucking monster.
I ran towards the monster, Sayo was falling in slow motion, the bone thorn was sticking out of her back.
I jumped up, grabbed Sayo who was falling and threw her at Yuko.
Before the monster could react I held her head with my right hand while my knees were on her chest.
I put a large amount of Ki in my left hand, the air began to spin furiously as the sound of a drill became overwhelming.
"Listens…"
My voice sounded a little angry, I want a fucking vacation.
"I know you can hear me ..."
I didn't speak to the monster, I spoke to the person who controlled it, the person who caused this damn mess.
"I do not know who you are…"
The Rasen spun around my arm damaging my muscle fibers.
The skin on my arm began to break, the black blood, the Hamon, and the Ki protected the tissue so that my arm did not explode, but the amount of Rasen was too great and destructive.
"But I will find you..."
The monster could not use its right arm to hit me, it is slow to retract it so it could not attack with its best weapon, instead, it hit my side with its left hand breaking 2 ribs but I did not let go of its head.
"And I will kill you…"
The Rasen was about to get out of control, this was the limit of what my body could bear.
Instead of a fist, I extended two fingers and concentrated all of the Rasen on my fingertips.
"GIGA DRILL BREAK!"
I plunged my fingers into the monster's eye sockets.
The Rasen entered his skull, spiraling inside him. The Rasen spun violently, destroying the reinforced cables that connected the capsule to the rest of the nervous system.
The nerve endings were shattered, the capsule that protected the brain spun with force killing the monster.
"Hah, you didn't expect that you son of a bitch" - I smirked at this stupid creature.
The monster started to fall, I jumped to avoid being crushed but my body was too tired so I fell on my back, my ribs hurt.
"Shit, I won't be able to use my arm for two or three months." - I held onto my left arm.
Black blood, Ki, Hamon, and acupuncture were able to stop the pain, but my arm is totally broken.
Well, that doesn't matter, I have work to do.
I crawled over to Yuko who was holding the dying Sayo.
The infected began to arrive and Sayo will not survive more than 5 minutes, the fact that she is still alive is already a miracle.
"Bring me medical equipment, quick" - I ordered Sayo, I had to use my Intimidation ability to make her react as she seemed to be in shock.
I took Sayo from Yuko's arms.
Madness, hurry up.
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YES YES YES YES..........
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Black blood came out and covered the hole in Sayo's back.
"Bring me surgical tools!" - Yuko just looked without moving.
Fuck, I have to do everything.
This won't do, Sayo is tough but she can't survive without a heart. I can transplant my blood since I am a universal donor, but it is useless if there is no heart to pump the blood.
… Is it worth doing so much for her?
Not really.
But that does not matter to me, I want this damn nurse in my harem, and life is not going to deny me I want it. That will never deny me what I want!
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MOVE ON WITHOUT STOPPING MOVE ON WITHOUT STOPPING MOVE ON WITHOUT STOPPING MOVE ON WITHOUT STOPPING MOVE ON WITHOUT STOPPING............
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Madness, let me use the black blood without losing control or this woman will die.
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TEN MINUTES........
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You piece of shit that's not enough!
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TEN MINUTES TEN MINUTES TEN MINUTES TEN MINUTES TEN MINUTES................
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… Okay, but you'll have to do something else. You can see my thoughts so you know what I want to do.
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DO IT DO IT DO IT DO IT DO IT..............
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Well, you better do your job or we'll both die.
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DO IT DO IT DO IT DO IT DO IT..............
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I hate this shitty situation.
Since Yuko keeps looking stupid and she didn't bring me what I need I have to hurry.
I made a scalpel out of black blood. Although Sayo's nurse uniform is torn, it still covered some parts of her body so I had to tear off the clothes that covered her chest and abdomen.
I didn't have time to appreciate Sayo's beautiful body, with the scalpel I made an opening under Sayo's rib cage.
The black blood blocking the hole in Sayo's back began to make stitches to close the wound as she used Hamon to stimulate the cells to heal.
The opening I made in Sayo was covered with a thin layer of Ki to prevent it from bleeding.
"You better know how to move that nice butt" - I mumbled in frustration, this is annoying.
I have to do everything with one hand so the next step will be difficult.
I used the scalpel to open my abdomen, reached in, and went up to reach my heart.
I felt my soul screaming for me to stop, every fiber of my existence was telling me not to, my body was starting to refuse to listen to me, but I gritted my teeth and continued.
Madness, separate the heart and create an artificial one with black blood.
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READY READY READY READY READY....................
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Pain, I have never felt such deep and agonizing pain.
I used Hamon to stimulate my brain so as not to fall unconscious, the pain I felt was so overwhelming that if it weren't because I'm already crazy then I would have gone crazy.
The pain is in the mind, I can bear it. I must move on, this is nothing, I can bear it, pain and death are nothing, they are just illusory concepts, I can bear it.
Concentrate, I have to concentrate.
I felt the Rasen spread in my body feeding my new artificial heart helping me to endure the suffering.
[Energy: Rasen no Chikara (5.4%)> (8%)]
I took out my heart, I used Hamon so that the heart could keep beating. My heart is strong, thanks to all my internal training my heart is stronger than that of a thoroughbred racehorse, it is a good heart.
I stuck my heart into the opening under Sayo's rib cage.
When the heart was in place I used the black blood to connect the veins to the new heart, using Ki and Hamon I made sure the veins held together. Since the heart was beating it could start pumping blood as soon as it was connected, it was like putting a new battery in a dying cell phone.
Sayo's pulse recovered quickly, I was glad to see that Sayo is more resistant than she seems. As soon as the blood started pumping again, her whole body was revitalized, Sayo was still unconscious but her life will not be in danger, she just needs to rest.
I removed my hand from Sayo's body and closed the wound with black blood stitches.
I stopped.
Fucking Madness don't stop the artificial heart!
I used Hamon to run my artificial heart, I had a half-second heart attack as Madness stopped.
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I DO NOT KNOW HOW IT WORKS I DO NOT KNOW HOW IT WORKS I DO NOT KNOW HOW IT WORKS................
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Fuck you, can't you make a fucking heart work?
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EXACTLY EXACTLY.............
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Useless.
Whatever it is, just keep the heart shape, I'll make sure to make it beat.
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I UNDERSTAND I UNDERSTAND.............
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I took a deep breath, now I no longer have an automatic heart, this will be a problem.
I looked at Yuko, she had her sword drawn and around her were several infected and mutants. This woman did not bring the medical equipment, but she made sure I was not interrupted by an acceptable job.
"I'm done, we have to go" - I tried to get up, but I felt too weak.
"I'll take care of it, Midori, Ayako, come!" - Yuko yelled towards some survivors who had not yet evacuated.
"What does Sagiri-san need?" - A beautiful black-haired nurse rushed to Yuko followed by a cute brown-haired nurse.
"Midori, bring two stretchers and take Sayo and this young man to the elevator for the underground floor, we have to go" - Yuko gave orders to the pair of nurses.
They nodded and rushed to bring stretchers, they put Sayo on a stretcher, but I refused.
"I don't need a stretcher, that will take time and space, let's just go" - I tried to get up, but it was difficult, I am very tired, and losing my heart is too painful.
"Don't strain, you've already done a lot for us" - Yuko helped me to stand up.
"Let's just go" - I'm hungry and sleepy.
Yuko helped me get to the platform to go to the underground floor, the area was clear and full of corpses of infected and mutants, my group did a good job.
"Luis!" - Mikoto ran when she saw me.
"Wait, he needs to rest" - Yuko stopped Mikoto.
Yuko watched as I took my heart out to give it to Sayo, although I'm sure she has a lot of questions at least my noble sacrifice will make a good impression.
The greater good is increasingly difficult.
I was taken to the platform, Mikoto and Sayo helped me walk as my vision is getting blurry.
"Listen, I'm about to faint, when I lose consciousness my heart will stop beating, you have to force my heart to keep beating, I will try to wake up as soon as possible, but until then you have to keep my heart beating" - I started to fall asleep ...
I think I heard Mikoto yell my name, but I'm not sure.
Madness, keep the heart shape, even if you don't make it work just to keep the shape.
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GOOD NIGHT..................................................
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Since when are you so nice? Whatever just make sure you don't let me die.
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Well, I just want to clarify one thing, MC values his life and his survival above his own wishes and dreams, however, MC is also a man who goes to extremes to get what he wants even if it hurts those he loves or himself.
In this case, MC risks his life for Sayo since he hates when life takes away what he wants, MC's action is not only to save Sayo but also to oppose life and destiny.
And well yes, Sayo is my waifu and I love the cliche hero drama.