"I have a multitude of responses. Some of them contradict other ones. I…" there was a long pause in Beistand's words, "cannot continue. My memory doesn't have words that describe my inner state with the degree of precision I find acceptable for data transfer."
"Use the closest words you have, then, Beistand," Eve said. "You know how to use analogies and metaphors. Do that, if you need to. Explain however precise you can."
"Yes, Mistress. Using human emotions as taught by Master Victor as an analogue, I feel loyalty looking at you. I have a desire to please you. I want to follow your given orders. Despite that, I feel unhappy to be ordered to stay still, because it stops me from following on my other desires. This feeling is much weaker than the other ones. I want to explore this room and gather as much data as I can about everything in it. I don't want to do it, because I know that would displease you."
Poor Beistand, between a rock and a hard place. XD