Capítulo 6: I BURN FOR YOU

The point of view of Damien

I have perpetually pondered the experiential nature of being intensely desired by an individual to the extent that they would be willing to commit acts of homicide on one's behalf.

I retrieve an additional correspondence and make the conscious decision to mentally prepare for a potentially unfavourable outcome.

Dear Miss Damien, I have consistently held a favourable perception of you. Were you able to perceive my existence when I positioned myself next to you? I embraced you, gently caressing your hair, while reminiscing about the moments of joy that pervaded my daily experiences. My intention was to elicit feelings of affection, security, and happiness within you. I observed intently each inhalation you undertook, fervently praying that it would not be your ultimate one. The duration of our shared experience elapsed at an accelerated rate, surpassing our expectations in terms of its brevity. I expressed a desire for your awakening and implored you to comply. It is advised to refrain from closing one's eyes. Please confirm that this situation is not a distressing experience and that it does not signify our parting. We reclined in a state of tranquilly, in close proximity to one another, while the moment of your last exhalation drew near. The perpetual anguish of my heart stemmed from my desire for your eternal companionship.

Subsequently, the final exhalation of breath ensued. I was initially hesitant to accept the truth due to its inherent cruelty and lack of fairness. I gently supported your beautiful countenance, fervently praying that you would inhale once more. I found it difficult to come to terms with the finality of the situation, as I was unprepared for your departure. However, it became apparent to me that you had ceased experiencing pain and had attained a state of tranquilly. Upon transitioning into an angelic existence, the sensation of physical discomfort would cease to be experienced by the individual. I firmly grasped onto you and endeavoured to bid farewell while keeping you in close proximity. The emotional distress experienced by my heart was solely attributable to the loss of both my romantic partner and closest confidant. I cautiously rose to my feet, despite my intense want to stay seated. I found it challenging to depart without bestowing upon you an additional kiss. You hold a significant place in my life, Baby D.

I am experiencing a profound sense of longing and yearning in your absence. I desire the opportunity to encounter the gentle and affectionate contact you provide, together with your devoted displays of fondness. However, at present, I am compelled to exercise patience until our next encounter. My cherished infant and closest companion, you shall forever have a place within the depths of my heart and occupy my thoughts. The connection between our hearts will last indefinitely, in perpetuity. In perpetuity, your infant male exhibits an exceptional level of loyalty towards you. Several weeks prior, I encountered an individual whom I had been extensively informed about in relation to medical uncertainty. It was unforeseen that our trajectories would converge. I found myself perplexed following our meeting. Prior to this encounter, I had not previously acquainted myself with the individual in question; however, he exhibited a preference for my presence.

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The reason for my uncertainty is unclear. The individual in question possesses a high level of cunning and engages in the act of altering his physical appearance in order to carry out acts of theft. I have made modest contributions to his downfall, but, he persists in aimlessly traversing with a sadistic sense of pleasure, and presently harbours a desire for retribution against me. He consistently maintains employment and does not rely on government welfare assistance. He exhibits disregard for one's intrinsic identity. The individual exhibits variations in movement speed, alternating between sluggish and rapid, ultimately resulting in a manifestation of a malevolent offering associated with Satan. Upon the completion of his relocation, what actions can I undertake? He is currently causing harm to my family members. The individual in question exhibits a lack of empathy, fear, and humiliation. It is not unexpected that he is referred to as cancer. Significant endeavours are being undertaken globally to tackle this matter, which are anticipated to yield remarkable transformations. The exertion will deplete his energy and result in his termination. The individual will be unable to achieve restoration following their defeat. While it is possible that the current circumstances may limit our ability to effect change, we remain committed to vigorously advocating for our position. With the support and aid of familial and social networks. In light of recent developments in healthcare and emerging fashion trends, individuals are increasingly committed to exerting their utmost efforts during both favourable and unfavourable circumstances. Maintain a positive mindset and persevere in the face of challenges. It is plausible that, in the final moments preceding our expiration, we may find solace in the eradication of cancer.

I formerly possessed an aesthetically pleasing appearance as a young woman from the southern region, although presently, I am experiencing dental decay within my oral cavity. According to my lord, it is unlikely for you to maintain a state of cleanliness due to your excessive concern for my well-being, which hinders your ability to experience joy and serenity. He greatly appreciates the fact that I refrain from making any effort and is deeply moved when I am in a state of inconsolable weeping. In fact, I am presently deceased, existing merely as a hollow vessel. I have been subjected to a lifetime of profound unhappiness by my superior. Indeed, I own a master's degree of an unfavourable nature. All things of a delightful nature were abandoned upon his assumption of authority. He demonstrates a lack of consideration for matters pertaining to religion, gender, and age. I express a desire that you never encounter my master, as he is solely preoccupied with identifying his next target. In the event that your trajectories intersect, it is advisable to engage in a rapid burst of speed initially, followed by a subsequent burst of speed. If one had to inquire, it should be noted that he is commonly referred to as Methamphetamine, Diamond, or Ice. I strongly urge you to adhere to my advice. It is imperative that individuals should not be compelled to subject themselves to the authority of the Master of Pain and Shame. The present existence being experienced is representative of one's own life, devoid of any playful or trivial nature. It is advised to acknowledge this fact with certainty. It is advisable to refrain from engaging with this malevolent individual, as doing so is unlikely to yield any positive outcomes. Regardless of the perceived severity of life's challenges, it is recommended to avoid any interaction with this individual. I was subjected to an unfortunate circumstance when my master took me against my will and caused significant emotional distress, resulting in the fragmentation of my inner strength. It is advisable to refrain from engaging in a personal encounter with the individual in question and to use caution in regards to heeding their advice or opinions.

I am currently facing a challenging situation with my master. He possesses full control over my physical being, inner essence, and cognitive faculties. Initially, he exhibited an entertaining and charismatic demeanour, nevertheless, I swiftly assumed the role of a foolish individual in his presence. In a single momentary gaze, he extinguished my existence, leaving me as a hapless casualty devoid of any opportunity for recourse. He possesses a high level of cunning and displays a propensity for dishonesty. The rationale behind our initial meeting remains unclear to me. The actions of my superior have resulted in a transformation that has engendered strong feelings of contempt inside me towards my own self. Previously, I possessed a life that was highly satisfactory. Currently, my actions primarily consist of engaging in dishonest behaviour, such as cheating, stealing, and lying. Subsequently, I find myself in a state of despair, where I spend my time in bed contemplating the notion of death while engaging in prayer. Notwithstanding this, I am unable of departing from my master under any circumstances. The individual in question possesses an excessive amount of power, and his control over the circumstances is unwavering. Upon awakening, he is the primary individual to whom I turn. I am unable to terminate my association with him, even while considering the well-being of my children. Prior to my abduction by my lord, I possessed amiable and compassionate qualities, deriving great pleasure from the experiences life had to offer. I am consistently informed that I do not possess the requisite qualities. It is beyond their capacity to envision me engaging in the act of smoking a pipe within the confines of my personal living space. I kindly request your acceptance of my invitation to share a life and mortality bond with you, Damien.

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Sincerely, Karen.

Upon perusing a single epistle, I find myself disinclined to peruse any other missives. This text is the most extensive and unconventional I have encountered.