Two weeks...
It has been two weeks since Luke came to talk to me and it has also been two weeks since I started to wonder where he is now. I wonder how he resolves the mess and what he plans to do to resolve it.
I missed him, but it was so hard to give your trust again after how many times it has been broken and you felt disappointed. Many people will tell you if you love someone, you should accept them for who they are and should love all their flaws... weaknesses... imperfections.
Yes, I love him but the question is not how much I love him or how much love I can give him, but how many times should I have to be broken just to be with him?
My mind and heart were simultaneously yelling at me to stop and go on at the same time. While my mind kept screaming at me to stop as the same thing always happen over and over again... I'll forgive him now, but he will do it again on the next day, my heart kept knawing me to hold on and give him another chance.