I deeply regret and feel highly offended for my act of further shutting down the idea of writing this book. It seems it is my inefficiency or might be I am incapable to further continue the writings of this book and I don't why?
My name is God Son and what does that mean? It accepts only those things which stands by the side of truth and God is the another name of truth, trust and everything associated with it.
One of the phrases in the bhagavath githa says "I am parabrahmam(God)" and I can't accept a mortal as God, though I love him the most on this universe. Because truth is truth and nothing else and can't be presented in any other way.
The search for God is purely tough for everyone and I feel I can see Krishna as a messenger of God and nothing more than that. I don't know sometimes certain things just doesn't sync with things properly even if we try our level best.
We say "we can" but it doesn't sync. Truth is always horrible and painful and sometimes takes us by storm. It is that reality which is the ultimate one and the true face of God.
I feel that in a story I can write anything but when my subject itself is God, there I am left with no option but to choose God only. I am sorry but I can't go with the fakeness and for that I once again deeply apologize for my action but the only happiness for me is that the "truth alone triumphs".