I lived in fear for most of my life,
Pain gushing out my hatred the knife
And though my life is filled with strife,
I know it's sad but it's my life
No pain is more deeply near,
Then the one cause by the ones you hold dear
And no pain can amount,
Then when you left and cut me out
No blade can cut so deeply,
And no heart has been left so unseemly
My heartbreak is all you left,
My heart is what you took and you kept
How can I explain it to you,
How can I explain what's true
Truly I hope your happy,
You've left me in insanity
For your smile I'll be the sacrifice,
Yes it's sad but it's my life