Love really makes you crazy.
A few hours ago, I was in the music studio, laughing with my Music Team, doing what I love to do - making music. But after hearing Jason's weak voice, my heart stopped and my brain went on panic mode.
I ran to the parking lot, rode my motorcycle and went to our usual hangout place - their company building's rooftop/helipad.
When I arrived, it was almost 6am, the sun has risen and I saw him at the edge, looking at sunrise, with a bottle of beer on his hand.
Watching him from behind as he gaze into the sun made my heart jump. I'm not surprised, though.
I have loved him for a very, very long time.
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(10 years ago...)
'Kree, hurry up! It's almost time!'
Jason shouted as we climb the stairs to their company building's rooftop.
This is the first time I was allowed by my parents to visit their company's building.
Jason is the 2nd son of Park Hyunsoo, CEO of the Lee-Park Group of companies. Their family owns the apartment we lived in and they also own one of the well-known advertising companies in South Korea : Creative Advertising Inc.
'We're almost there hurry up!' I can hear the excitement on Jason's voice. Well, I'm excited too. This is a rare opportunity, we can't let this pass.
'I knew it. The sunrise in our building is the best! Look at the sun, Kree? Isn't it beautiful?' Jason is staring at the sun, his eyes full of wonder.
I can't respond.
Instead of looking at the sunrise, I was just staring at him.
He looked so amazed with his mouth hanging open. When the sun moved up for a bit, the whole sky got a little brighter and he smiled.
My heart skipped a bit, I knew I'm done for.
'The beauty of sunrise can really make you feel better. I was worried about the results of my exam earlier, but my worry went away when I saw the sunrise. This is seriously healing.' Jason said, still looking at the sunrise.
'Then, let's make it a tradition then. Everytime something bothers us, everytime that we feel down and feel like giving up, let's make it a habit to go here and wait for the sunrise. If you're the one who feels sad, I'll go with you. You should do the same for me too, deal?'
I looked at him while waiting for his reply.
'Deal! Let's do this for a very very long time.' Jason said while looking at me.
'Yup. Let's do this forever.' I said.
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(Today...)
'Jayjay! What happened?' I asked as I walked towards him.
'Kree, Claui and I fought again. We might break up for good this time. My heart hurts so bad.'