After that Jimin and I continued to talk while I consoled him and told him that everything would be okay and that I will cheer on him. I kind of also threatened him, by saying that I would have his head if he hurt her. After the talk Jimin went home, and I decided to call Nari.
"Hello?" Nari said with a tired voice.
"Nari, do you know what I saw today?" I asked with a playful tone.
"No. What did you see?" She asked curiously.
"I saw a person that couldn't stop looking at another person, namely a bunny." I said teasingly.
"Looking at a bunny?" She said with an unsure tone.
"Yes, a bunny, because the person that was looked at has bunny teeth. You should know about that. You were shamelessly staring at a bunny. Now when did you fall for him?" I said with a teasing tone.
"Umm…" She says.
"Don't deny it. I could she it with my very own eyes. Since I am one of your best friends, I can read you like an open book." I said.
"Well you know me. I always like talking about the handsome boys. I suddenly couldn't stop talking about him or thinking about him." She said quietly. "And under the lunch, well he was just sitting there looking so handsome. Why am I such a sucker for handsome men? The weird thing is that I never acted like that for someone else. What is wrong with me."
"Nari, you have an itsy-bitsy crush on Jungkookie." I said excitedly. "Just wait until I tell Yoonji."
"No don't tell her yet, not when I'm still unsure about my feelings." She said. "Although I might have a crush on him, don't you dare push me into him or have any funny thought while we're in the same room as him."
"Alright no playing cupid, I promise." I said sadly.
"Now that we are done talking about my love life, did you know that Yoora posted a Facebook update that she's in a relationship. Everyone is asking her who is it. She only gives hints, but those hints lead obviously to Taehyung. What do you think? You're the one closest to him." She said strongly at first, but at the end slowly like she remembered something sad. "How could I forget about it. I understand if you don't want to talk about it."
"No, I can talk about it. It's time you know the whole story anyway. I would like to talk face to face with you and Yoonji together. What about a sleepover at the weekend? I know both of you have stories to about your life, but it's okay if you're unwilling to share because you're scared or not ready yet." I suggested. "I suggest we leave for somewhere when we share our stories, because it's thin walls in my house, really thin."
"I agree, I'll send a message in the group-chat later today about the trip so that Yoonji would know." She said before being cut off by her mom's shouting.
"NARI-AH DINNER IS READY, STOP TALKING TO YOUR FRIENDS AND COME TO EAT. YOU CAN TALK MORE AFTER YOU'VE EATEN!" Nari's mom shouted.
"I'm coming mom! Talk to you later CJ." Nari said before she hung up the phone.
Looks like I need to tell them my past this weekend. The past that I wanted to hide, but at the same time if I want to get over my past, I must let it go. Although I don't think of it that much it's always at the back of my head. To move forward I must let go of the past, but at the same time use the past to make myself stronger. I must let it off my chest and speak it out, although it's only for my closest friends it's a start. Yeah let's start again, a new beginning. It's time to open up.