Capítulo 261: Memmorys
Twisting and turning
My brain starts Stirring
Pictures of the past
Memorys of pain
Across my mind flash
.
Thrown down steps like trash
Tumbling roling no tears just fear
A broken leg ends the crash
.
Nauseating smell, sickly sweet
An Alcoholic haze, knife flash
I run and hide
While he screams he just wants to play
Winding road, cliff side edge
Car Swerves, the driver Laughs
Insanity
Tears fall as terror grasps
.
Groop home now, shrinking
A man's Seeming loving imbrace
But secretly, Defiled, Disgraced, Defaced
One time, two times
Three times, more?
.
New home, no supervision
Do want I want, no love
A mother alone, dad on the road.
Said they want me
But booted out at the last
.
Next house, so much better
Than that of the past
I felt myself becoming attached
But once more rejected
Will nothing ever last
.
New parents, I see through
There fake love , and fake laugh
Exspensive gifts to keep me silent
To never speak of bruses left
They want me they said
Stalkhomedand attached
I shake my head in tears
As once again I'm left
.
Flash forward, new home
Foster brother, touching grasping
Rubbing up against me
I feel his bulge
As on my pants I tightly grasp
Fear of a repeat
Of what happened in the past
Then pushed off to a knew home
Wondering what I did
.
So I made the next hous burn and crash
Rejectin Befor I once again hurt
Like I was in the past
I hardened my hart, their family torn apart
And laugh as I coldly stare
.
Final house adopted at last
My greatest desire at that time
Received at last
But the love was a lie.
The truth Narcissist trash
Destroyed my Self esteem,
Locked me away
Convinced me
Without them I wouldn't survive
Yet how to survive
Was the one thing they wouldn't teach me
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