If you leave or you stay
I'm dead ether way
.
I have to over dose
So I can breath
Hold you close
Can't have you next to me
.
I need clarity, you blinded all the fear in me
I see you clearly, but I still have no clarity
.
Around you chaos bubbles
As you rise from the rubble
I see you, Trouble
.
I love trouble, and hate her too
Hold her close that sweet sad blues
Pain so wrong, seems right
I could never stand in the light
.
This beaten and battered
Bruised and broken man
Who hides in the dark
soul so tattered its nearly shorn
.
She feeds me poison, I forget the pain
Dribbles affection and I hold on
Troubles a drug, and I'm addicted
Some how still, trouble, I can't let you go
Love you, hate you
Want you, don't need you
.
The allusions broken
But denial runs strong
Conflicted I need a reason to believe
Surching one last time
Before I move along