When you have the chance
To fulfill your dreams
But fuck it up
It tears you apart inside
It pulls you down and it breaks you
.
Everyone expects
To see you smiling
But all you want to do is cry
Knowing there is no 2nd try
.
You hide behind a smiling facade
Showing everyone what they want to see
But you are falling apart inside
Every time you realize
You lost your one and only chance
There is no remind
.
You push the pain down deep
Never letting anyone see
The pain you hide
So so deep inside
.
Behind that smiling face
Resides
The pain and suffering
You constantly hide
When you realize
Love is a paradise
Forever out of your reach
.
You show the world a false front
A cheery happy lie
But every day
You are eaten up inside
By the pain of one mistake
.
A mistake that forever haunts you
Each and every day
You cannot forget it
Nor can you forgive yourself
No matter how hard you try
.
So you do the only thing you can
The only thing you know how
You hide the pain deep inside
Behind those smiling eyes