Seething and stewing and silently raging
Ticking like a time bomb
Under pressure, I hold it in
While only wanting to let it win
.
To scream and rage
At the heavens and skies
To break And Destroy
And throw everything away
.
You don't see, But the rage is there
Simmering just under the surface
Waiting for just a spark
To boil over
.
I always seem full of joy
But just beneath the surface
I hide
The pain and rage
That I've bottled inside
.
Don't push me too far
I don't want to break
And destroy everything
Due to my hate
.
Quietly Raging, I push it down deep
in my mind
sing it to sleep
praying it will not wake
but knowing one day
it will be too late