Capítulo 2: Chapter 2 Friends?
After he came back from Goa we became good friend. We exchanged our numbers, used to hang out, bunk classes and sit in canteen and have fun.
As days passed we became even closer, even after spending a lot of time together we used to do video calling for hours. It was like we used to miss each other just after being separated just for few minutes.
He used to help in maths and I used to write his records, assignment etc. He made me realize that I was actually being judgemental. Friendship is heaven if you chose a right person and hell if you chose the wrong person. Because he used to pamper me like a child.
Anyone can make you feel happy by doing something special but only someone special can make you happy without doing anything. He was one of those kind.
As I was bunking my classes my attendance percentage was going down and my staff called and warned me that if keeps going like this I will not be allowed to write the exams and I will have to stay in 2nd year again. I didn't tell him this. And stopped going to canteen. We used to talk and video chat but were not meeting.
Our study holidays started and I went to Goa. I was with my school friends so I couldn't call him much.
This developed distance between us. When I returned to Kerala I was very much exited because after being away from him for these many days atlast I was going to meet him again.
I called him to canteen but he didn't bother to come. I felt bad. And I could feel the misogyny towards me.
But I thought that he might be busy. Then we didn't meet for 2 months. The days were very tough because the only guy who used to understand my feelings even when I didn't express it, but now he was not understanding me even after expressing.
I was missing the old us. I thought maybe he is not interested in talking to me. Maybe he got a better friend. Maybe he is busy. Maybe I did something wrong. Maybe he is fed up with me. Maybe. Maybe. Maybe. And many more maybes were haunting my mind.
Then I consoled myself saying that maybe I'm not a friendship material.
I was hoping atleast he would tell me the reason for avoid me and then stop talking to me. But he did it just like that. Without saying me the reason. And everyday I was wondering that today he will talk to me. But it didn't happen.
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