"You look tired," Zixu remarked, tilting his head to see her face better.
Yujia was slumped over the table in her room that the two sat at, half of her face pressing against the cold wooden surface. "Exhausted," she replied.
Only two hours after her meeting at the Yang Villa, Zixu had arrived to visit her. Though seeing him always brought a smile to her face, this time, she was truly too weary. The things that happened at the villa drained her completely, leaving her in the current state she was in.
She thought what had happened would bring some closure. It didn't, though. At least not at the very moment. She thought back to all the advice her master ever gave her. Closure took time. And so, though she felt so fatigued, she wasn't exactly unhappy. This was just part of the process, wasn't it?
Zixu asked about what happened, and she gave a full recap. After her story, he nodded in thought, commenting, "I don't think the decision you made is wrong."
so it seems, i like to make yushang suffer---