Your poor Momma has a lot on her plate as well. My heart and prayers go out to both you and your momma Mrs_TNT.
Though, I still haven't been able to, I want to do what I can to help her through the pain and healing in any way I can (we live an hour and a half apart, one way). So, I decided that I would continue to work on this novel for her. That may not sound like much, but my mother is losing her eyesight due to cataracts and glaucoma, its important to me that I at the very minimum finish the first whole arc for her before she can no longer read. She already struggles to read and does not like audio books as she cannot stay focused, I get it.
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LGBT+ · Mrs_TNT
That's both sweet and heartaching. 💖😕💔
Though, I still haven't been able to, I want to do what I can to help her through the pain and healing in any way I can (we live an hour and a half apart, one way). So, I decided that I would continue to work on this novel for her. That may not sound like much, but my mother is losing her eyesight due to cataracts and glaucoma, its important to me that I at the very minimum finish the first whole arc for her before she can no longer read. She already struggles to read and does not like audio books as she cannot stay focused, I get it.
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LGBT+ · Mrs_TNT
This is on of the reasons I enjoy reading this novel. 🤩❤
As always it will remain free for those who wish to continue to read it. I hold ALL my rights to my work and the AI generated artwork that I PAID for myself. I am not getting any monetary gain from writing and publishing this novel, so I humbly ask that you please show your support through comments, lots of them please, both on paragraphs and at the end of the chapters. You would also help me greatly by gifting Power Stones, they are FREE and reset/refill every day and they tell WebNovel that Phoenix Interrupted is worth them advertising it to new possible readers here on WebNovel.
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LGBT+ · Mrs_TNT
I reckon it's safe to say there's definitely more then one but then again I can't see who all reads this novel. So, it's my positive guess.
This novel is not just a way for me to work through my own trauma but to also because I could not nor cannot stop thinking about these characters and their crazy long and detailed story(s). It is my one of my greatest hopes and wishes that at least one person who is not my family member or friend can, will and does enjoy this story. As long as there is at least one person who wants me to finish this novel I will, or at least until I am absolutely unable to for whatever reason, but I don't foresee that happening.
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LGBT+ · Mrs_TNT
Dang Mrs_TNT you can't catch a break.
Both my husband and I were running fevers that day so I could not go see her, I was devastated and cried a lot. I did and still do feel like an awful daughter for not being able to go be with her. Due to my health issues, I am unable to make the drive to go see her as it is too far out for me to drive safely without someone with me in case of an emergency.
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LGBT+ · Mrs_TNT
Oh shit! I hope your poor momma is doing OK and gets better! That's awful. I'll pray 🙏 for her and your family.
At the beginning of the year my momma had surgery, significant but it was an outpatient, so she came home right after she left recovery. Unfortunately, there were complications. Sadly, they only got worse and worse. She recently, the day of my wedding anniversary, had another surgery to try and get rid of much of the infection and necrosis (dead) tissues. I desperately wanted to be there for it and for her, but life had other plans.
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LGBT+ · Mrs_TNT
Please don't be so harsh on yourself. You are doing a good job and that should be recognized by you too. Don't get burn out over a novel you do not have to write or publish, especially when you aren't even getting paid or any monetary value from. Can't speak for any one else but I'm greatly appreciative of the fact this novel is and will remain free. I can't afford to purchase coins so I'm left with a lot of novels I can't compete and it's very annoying. Thanks for your hard work, continuing to write, update and for keeping it free.
Quite honestly, I feel so inferior, and I have imposter syndrome about it. I am fully aware that I am not a good storyteller by any means, and I am just as awful when it comes to writing, thanks to my attention deficit disorder and other cognitive issues that hold me back… Despite my lack of skills or even raw talent my momma has really been my biggest cheerleader and fan as well as helped me hash out something pertaining to this novel. She has so much faith in me that I honestly am not sure if it is 100% sincere or if it is just because she is my mother and sees me and my writing through rose colored glasses. What ever it is it still makes me what to do better so I can make her proud. Hell, I just want to make my own self proud as well, but I am definitely my own worst critic and biggest hater.
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LGBT+ · Mrs_TNT
That's sweet.
That said so much has been going on in my personal life, as I just stated above but here is just a snippet of what has been going on. Throughout the past year or two of me dreaming up the ideas for this novel then all the research, planning, outlines, rough drafts, tons of notes and throughout me uploading my novel and the chapters my mother has been my biggest supporter and driving force for me to continue to write this novel. It is for my mom that I continue to work on this novel. Well, that is not quite the truth, but it is because of her that I continue to upload what I write… no matter how awful it is.
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LGBT+ · Mrs_TNT
Bahahaha, I read that and could hear it being said with a thick southern American accent. 🤣
I was pulled from my thoughts when I noticed the sly "shit eating" grin on my face and amethyst eyes that were almost aglow with the undisguisable look of intrigue and mischief. Now I realize why Solaris had previously said I looked like a nine-tail fox.
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LGBT+ · Mrs_TNT
You're welcome ma'am. And just so you know, I'll be here till th end.
Thank you all so very, very much to everyone who has made it this far! You have no idea how much it means to me and how much strength it gives me. It is honestly one of the reasons I am able to continue to battle my detreating health. It not only gives me a reason to preserver in my writing but also in my will to fight and keep living. I normally would never give out this much private information about myself or family... this time I felt drawn to, for whatever reason I am not sure yet.
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LGBT+ · Mrs_TNT