Kapitel 11: A new start for rose

After a week off, Rose today finally decided to go to school. She didn't had any idea about what happened in the school last week. After Ivan's death , she completely isolated herself from everybody But now she finally realized that she should move on in the life. She began to pack her bag according to Monday's Time table . She took her bag from the study shelf and started unpacking it which was still filled with that dark day's time table. As she began to unpack her bag she stopped , for awhile her eyes were already breaking out the dark grey clouds she held inside herself and lowered her head to take a look at something, she was holding which made her tear up with the memories of that day .

A royal blue journal , which was clean just as river's water was in Rose's hand . That journal belonged to some one who Rose missed too much at this moment , IVAN! Rose's eye's flashed with all the memory she had in her heart and never wanted to forget that ! That all the moment with Ivan . That cheerful face who never knew what is going to him happen at next moment, Rose closed her eye's. That day was a very usual day , it was Saturday ! Normally school started at 7'o' clock, students had to assembly in the classroom untill 6:30 . BUT Rose had arrived early at school not only Rose but also Ivan. They met each other on school gate. When they met each other , Ivan started the conversation . " Good morning Rose , Why you look in melancholy mood ? " " Nothing just worried about the next week's practical , you know right that's why i called you early . My journal is incomplete . As i was absent for last practical i don't have any idea about the test that is going to happen next week on Monday . Please help me out ". Rose busted out all the things going in her mind . This was her behavior Ivan liked the most she was always very simple , straight forward and never wished to be highlighted though she was extrovert , and had many friends she never offended any one around her always looked at the bright side of the life. Ivan lost in her marble green eyes . They were beautiful , glowing with sincerity , deep as well and very easy to make people dwell in them . he was so lost in them that he forgotten that he was blocking the school gate and a junior student wanted to pass and he was asking Ivan excuse him from last half minute but he was lost in Rose's eye's untill Rose had to shook him out of the dream. After loging out from the dream , he first apolized to that junior student and excused him. Then he told Rose that they should go in the class and then talk about the practicals . They marched towards the class room.

After reaching the classroom they first went on thier places, rested for awhile as they have climbed whole three floors .After breathing for a moment Ivan drew out his water bottle and a book , he then went to rose's desk as she was searching her bag with astonishment. "Is this is what you need?" ,said ivan holding water bottle in his right hand and journal in his left hand and a smiling glee perfect face. "yes! actually i was in so much hurry that i forgted my water bottle". and then glancing at the journal a smile on her face ," Thankyou so much , I will return you this on .... when should I return , you might also need to study for the practical's or wait i should start writing the notes right now! don't worry I will return you this before the last bell". Rose was about to tuck her hands in the bag but Ivan assured her that it's ok he has an another copy of notes so she didn't need to worry about the journal she can return him whenever she wished to .

Rose opened her eye's and blacked out from that thought , she kept that book very safely in the cupboard . Then she got back to her work of packing back . Ivan used to always tell her that we must always go on in the life no matter clouds come crashing down or strom we should fight everything in our life even our ownself and our thoughts and feelings . this was the reason rose wanted to return to her normal life even though it won't be that normal without Ivan .Ivan was a fullstop to her problem . he always gave her persice advise to her hurddles . Ivan always used to recall his mother , he always used to talk about her but with smile on the face not with the despair that she was not with him . When rose asked him how does he manages to do so he used to say it's simple always care about the people who are with you who are around you , sand fallen off the grip can't come back hence always look the ahead . Rose now wanted to accept this situation with his presice advise . She wanted to care about the people around her not about the dark things happened to her.

After packing her bag with a heavy heart , and gathering all her mixed feelings and negative thoughts and called picked her phone and called Hazel but she didn't picked her call , she called her twice but hazel did'nt picked her call she thought that hazel may be busy or she might have forgotten her phone in bed room because this was her habit and rose knewed it that her bestie always does that and ninety percent of time this would be the case ,hence without wasting the time she called 'Kate' . Kate answered her call quickly , with a normal voice, she said "hello, How are you Rose ?"Rose also answered in same normal flow as they used to speak ,"I'm fine! actually you know i was absent for a week , you must be at ease without me but now better start to worry from tommorow as i would join you ." "YES! you were not with us I was really happy that I prayed to good everyday would be same , so you are going join us tomorow , should i send you the notes otherwise you will be blacked out at class.", said Kate. "Sure! Bye i have to get everything ready for classes ." saying so rose hanged up the call.

Now rose was little at peace since she spoke to her best friend but still she wanted to speak to the hazel but she thought that in the morning she may surprise her and had a feeling that with her besties would surely make her simple . her phone rang with constant messages, Kate had sended her the lessons seeing it rose thought it was like a vast ocean to conquer but she was ready to conquer it!