Kapitel 17: We Need to Talk
No! I should listen to him first before anything. Or should I start first? Even if I start first judging from my current situation, I am pretty sure I won't be able to put my words correctly.
"You go ahead. What you want to say?"
He took few mins before saying anything. He asked me to sit beside him. I followed him.
"You are forced to marry me?"
I am pretty sure he know the answer, then what's the point in asking that damn question. So, I didn't reply.
"So, am I! I guess you know that."
"Hmm!"
"I wanted to ask what you want next?"
"What do you mean by that? Can you make it simple?"
"Well I am saying if we should act like a couple and fulfill all our duties or should we go separate way?"
"I also wanted to ask the same question to you! What am I to you now?"
"Well, I accepted this marriage. So, I will carry out my duties as your husband if you want."
"But I am not ready for this."
"I can understand you. Its not a easy task to accept such a forced marriage suddenly, out of nowhere."
You cannot and can never understand!
"——"
"So, you want to live your life as you want right?"
"I need some time, some privacy!"
"hmm"
"I don't like if someone interfere into my private space. I am habituate to live my life as I wish. I don't think I can carry out my duties as a married person."
"You don't have to. I am not forcing you to change your life or anything. You can go your way and I can go mine."
"maybe....we.....can.....nevermind"
"You saying anything?"
"No!"
"Sorry"
"Ah!? Why you are saying sorry suddenly out of nowhere?"
"I am sorry for the events that took place yesterday. I didn't wanted to force you but it was necessary. So, I had to. Are they still hurt?"
He touched my neck, the buries on my neck!
"🙂"
"Sorry!"
I cannot say its nothing. You don't have to be sorry. Yet I don't even reject his apologies.
Sometime, I hate myself for the loss of words.
"Why did you do that?"
"Actually, Nik was following us and if I am not wrong our parents asked him to follow what we were doing to know if we are...you know?"
"I cannot believe it. First, I am forced to marry you despite the fact that I don't even know you or have ever met once. And, now they are going to monitor if we are together or not? Its disgusting! Really disgusting!"
I just said everything out infront of him about his parents. And now I am feeling bad. He was not having a good reaction on his face at all.
"I am sorry. I should not say like that."
"No, Its okay. I know how it feels."
You know nothing at all after all you are a famous playboy or campus. How can you understand.
"You are not angry on them?"
"No, I can understand them."
What you can understand? There cannot be a reason this big to make their own son marry a boy right?
"But you could have asked me. I would cooperate with you."
"You know it was impossible to ask infront of him. He will surely tell my dad. So.."
"But you didn't have to bite my like that."
"This love bites are for our parents to see. That's why I give that many. Please don't be angry on me. I didn't mean to harm you."
We both were silent for the time being. After like 5 mins he broke the silence—
"You want to eat something? I will buy?"
"Aren't we going back now?"
"No, we cannot."
"Why?"
"They want us to stay here for at least two days. So that we can have some private time."
"But, I really don't want to stay here. I need to go back as soon as I can."
(Cause your boyfriend is coming and you need to receive him. I want to help but I cannot.)
"You know, we don't have any way out. If the want then we have to."
"Yeah!"
"Now, tell me what you want to eat? I will buy them!"
"Anything will do."
"You don't need to be shy! After all I am your husband. I need to take good care of you!"
What did he just said, and why I am getting turned on and my face is burning. Just a line and this reaction. Hell no.
"Hey! What happened? You okay?"
"Nothing, nothing! I can eat anything. So, its okay to buy anything."
He take his purse and mobile, went outside of the room. And now at last I am totally along here.
I am now trying to process the data that he told earlier. I don't think he is the same one as I know him from the internet. It is like a totally different person. He is not as bad as I was thinking. He cares about me.
"Should I trust him or shouldn't I?"
I think its too early to trust someone. Its better now.
According to his words, He is not going to force me to follow this damn relationship.
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