Kapitel 10: CH 10 | Not so one-sided thoughts.
A.N/ Just so you know, this chapter will be nowhere near as good as the end of the last chapter, because am too lazy to try and make it good.
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~Luminous~
When Rimuru created an opening at its back, I used both 『Wind Blade』 and 『Water Blade』 at once, somewhat combining them, amplifying the power.
But it was able to dodge it, then it attacked me with its thunder breath. I dodged it by creating a small air explosion under my feet, launching me to the end of the pillar thing that am on. I looked at the place I was at a moment ago, and it was mostly destroyed, which gave me an idea, and I assume Rimuru got the same idea as his attack hit that same spot.
I tried to use it being distracted by slashing it, but it counter-attacked, but I managed to block it thanks to Rimuru's help, then I returned to where I was on the pillar.
After a bit of time, Rimuru pinned it down, and while I was trying to cut off the pillar connection to the wall/other pillar (this is the third pillar, but I forgot how it exactly looked and am too lazy to check), Rimuru made the stalactites fall on it.
Luminous: "We got you! I didn't even need to-" Make the pillar fall on you, that's what I wanted to say before the snake jumped towards me.
Rimuru: "Luminous"
I was thankfully able to block it, as it was weakened by the many injuries it has.
Luminous: "UGH!! How the fuck did this thing survive?!"
Then, right after I said that I heard an explosion, only for a couple of stone spicks to pierce the snake, and...
Rimuru: "I'm sorry for my selfishness"
When I heard that, I got confused. His cheerful voice disappeared, replaced by a quiet, deeper-than-usual, voice as if this is the last thing he will say to me.
*BOOM!*
He exploded, sacrificing himself for me, again... The only thing left of him was a small, liquidy goo, covered by the flesh and insides of the snake.
Luminous: "No...." I quietly mumbled as I jumped down to where Rimuru is Laying.
I dashed toward him as soon as my feet touched the ground. I held him up from the pile of meat, bringing him close to my face, only to see his body barely holding itself together.
'I feel cold... I have never felt this cold before...' my legs fell, hitting the ground with my knees.
Luminous: "Why? Why did you sacrifice yourself?!" I screamed at the motionless blob.
Luminous: "We could have defeated it!"
despite saying that, I knew that we most likely couldn't. I was already at my limit, and even though Rimuru has a higher amount of magicules than me, he wouldn't be able to hold much longer, especially if it was him alone.
Luminous: "Why?... *sob* Why did you try and act cool?..." At that moment, my eyes were hazy because of the many droplets continuously slipping through them, falling to the ground, as if they were clouds.
"Did you *sob*... Think I would care about you?..."
"Did you think *Sob*... That I will... *sob* Cry for you?"
"Did *sob*... You think *sob* I would start to *sob* have feelings for you?.."
"D-did *sob* T-th-think *sob* I-I *sob* W-will f-f-fall *sob*... For you?"
"THEN YOU ARE CORRECT!!"
I shouted that with my entire soul, holding my head up, facing the figurative skies, and with my tears flying up, I announced my thoughts and feelings to the entire world.
"Why... *sob* Did you have to sacrifice yourself?..."
The answer to that question was floating at the top of my mind from before we even met with this snake, but as it surfaced to my consciousness, I could only...
"It's because of me..."
I Hugged Rimuru's body as I closed my eyes... And slammed my forehead into the warm, rocky ground.
"It's because... *sob* I wasn't able to do anything..."
I lifted myself, only to crash to the ground again...
"It's because *sob* I'm weak..."
And I did it again...
"It's *sob*... Because I couldn't protect him..."
And again...
"...Why am I so weak?..."
I stayed still for a moment, contemplating the answer to that question...
"...Why didn't I try to protect him?..."
Unable to answer, I asked another question, yet met the same end...
"WHY DOES HE ALWAYS NEEDS TO PROTECT ME?!!!"
I screamed, only to quickly hit my head on the ground again, distracting myself by the pain.
"Why can I *sob* Never protect him?..."
I hastily move up and down, painting on the cracking ground red with my emotions.
"I just... Want to help him..."
"I... don't want to... be a burden to him..."
"I want to... protect him..."
I stopped my rampage, as my forehead was connected to the ground. Tears flowed even more than before, mixing with the blood that is coloring my vision red. I sobbed, collecting the will to declare my wish.
"I just..."
I slowly lifted myself.
"I... *sob* just want to..."
With my back hunched backward, my chin tilted upward, while my eyes stared into nothingness as my mouth opened, unraveling what's been kept inside it.
"I JUST WANT TO PROTECT HIM!!!"
A.N/If you couldn't guess, I really like my characters (original or not) into insanity and desperation. But this's tensura, and that's not the goal of this fanfic, soo...
『Notice. Requirement fulfilled. Unique skill acquired: Protector.』
My mind raced when those words entire it. At the same time, a droplet of my blood slid past my chin, falling toward my arms...
And as the information on the new skill zapped through my mind, I only focused on the melting blob between my arms and chest, as I felt new, small fluctuations from it.
'C-could this be? Wait! With the new skill, I can do it!'
"It's my turn to save you! And... Thank you, for staying alive..."
I brought my right hand to my face and bit the base of my thumb.
I let my blood flow to him, and try to inject both my blood and his body with magicules. And to my delight, all of it was absorbed.
"I'm sorry for being weak, incompetent, and reliant on you. I'm sure you won't accept me, or might even hate me, So I will use this chance..."
I moved my hands, holding him from underneath, and brought him to my face.
"I'm sorry for my selfishness. Please forgive me..."
I said that in a tone, not of desperation nor griefing, but a soft, slightly happy, tone. Then I closed the distance between him and my face, or more specifically, my lips.
'The cold has finally stopped'
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A.N/ around a thousand words
Sorry for the short chapter, I didn't feel like writing much. I was originally planning to make it at least twice as long but just didn't feel like it.
I also didn't know which POV would it be after that moment, so you tell me if you want it from Rimuru's POV or do I continue with Luminous?
Also, the part where Luminous says she doesn't think that Rimuru would like her, you might have felt that it was shit and kind of rushed. Because it very much is.
I honestly didn't know if I put it here or next chapter, but I chose to put it here as I have no clue whose POV next chapter will be from, and I remembered that when I started writing this A.N. So I just went up and haphazardly slapped it there, that's why it's soo bad.
Anyway, hope you liked it despite it being short!
Now it's 4:50 A.M. So Goodbye~!
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