The Ten Phases Of Ailin Francesc

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Am I crazy?

This sense of having the weight of a cold stone kept on my heart won't be lifted no matter how much i try. Why? Why can't I control my emotions? Why can I not convince myself that these passing moments of unbearable sadness don't exist? Why can't I reason with myself? Why won't it work?

It there anything i can say to myself and feel the heaviness lift? Why do I cry always. If I could, I would have long ran away from this.
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Perhaps she is crazy, but, it's not too late. A broken heart can be fixed.

But why does she claim to be friends with the darkness? What deeper meanings do they hold? Perhaps she's having hallucinations, but however could I tell her that? She claims that she is telling the truth with absolute surety. Perhaps it would be best to heed her word and take a look at the Francesc manor.