Kapitel 2: A baby seriously
'Okay so the last one of my mind journal entries ended a bit abruptly.
Now let me say that I may have panicked a little not a lot I don't panic a lot ever only a tiny bit for a split second okay.
You better believe me.
Anyways where was I ahh right I panicked for a split second then I started thinking about the last question I asked myself.
Being born again this goes against the science I believed in my entire life.
Though science is just a way of explaining things we don't understand so you could say this is just a science I don't understand.
Hey that sounds a lot like magic. '
'And yes I have accepted that I have been reborn there is no other explanation.
I keep hearing a heartbeat plus muffled voices speaking a language I've never heard.
I have no choice but to believe it as much as I would rather not.
Though it is weird knowing I'm a fetus.
I've been in here a rather long time I'm not sure how long but enough time to get seriously bored.
I can't move because I know that could cause problems when I need to be born. '
'So I've taken on a hobby of remembering all the boring science books I used to read.
Like one where it explained how hot and cold is just determined by how fast the particles move.
I found that quite interesting but still boring because it stops there sometimes I wish magic was a thing you know.
Then I could totally create a machine that would be able to print me awesome stuff that sell's for a lot of money.
That would be amazing i wouldn't have had to start a company with that kind of machine.
oh well no use dwelling on it. '
'Now back to the science books they have so many cool things like antimatter.
Which is talked about but never explained so let me explain it.
Antimatter is the opposite of matter obvious right.
Well let me get to the stuff some people don't know. Like how electrons anti particle as in antimatter variant is a positron. Which is a charged electron releasing a positive charge instead of a negative one.
Or how matter and antimatter should both exist in the same space.
But for some reason our universe is full of only matter.
then this begs the question where did all the antimatter go.
Scientists still can't answer this question but I always wondered.
What if this antimatter existed as well but because our bodies are made up of matter.
We are only capable of observing and comprehending matter not antimatter. '
'Just a little theory of mine.
So there's one thing that's been bothering me it's getting really loud outside.
There are quite a few voices sounding quite excited and maybe nervous even some seem panicked.
If I could I would most certainly tell them to be quiet I mean come on shut up will ya.
A baby is trying to talk with her mind journal
So be quiet damn it. '
'Huh now that I think about it this place is shaking a lot well I guess this womb is.
Wait doesn't that mean I'm going to be born oh god no why do I have to be conscious for this.
Okay calm down Yuki you got this you can close your eye's and nothing will happen nothing at all.
Now I don't need my mind diary anymore cause I will be born soon I will be back with updates shortly. '
'Alright so I'm going to be born soon I know exactly what to do so I don't get hit or anything cry as soon as possible.
I refuse to let anyone hit my bottom no way will I let that happen. '
Slowly the place around Yuki starts to shake more and more and eventually we arrive at the time of birth. As everything starts to change and shift Yuki feels herself getting pushed in a certain direction for a short time.
Soon after she feels herself getting grabbed and pulled gently until she see's it light she can actually see. ' I'M FREE!!! '
she shouts in her mind but she soon realizes she has to cry quickly otherwise she will be spanked and no way is she getting spanked.
So she cries with all her might so much so that she immediately falls asleep without seeing anything of her surroundings.
After an unknown amount of time Yuki finally wakes up unable to move or do anything at all.
She looks around with only her eye's because her neck is to weak to move.
The first thing or should I say person she see's.
Is a beautiful woman with Snow White hair looking at her with loving blue eye's that resemble aquamarines.
This woman mutters some words that Yuki can't understand.
She can tell though that they are words full of hope and love.
Yuki thinks to herself 'Maybe I can trust her' but immediately after that though she remembers Lorenz. 'Nope no one can be trusted in any life.
But I will need her help to survive I'm guessing she is my mother.
I will act like a child for a while at least until I can get a grasp of everything. '
Other than her she also see's a man with crimson red hair and eye's that are a crimson red that glitter almost like ruby's.
indescribably beautiful eye's but that doesn't take away from his incredibly handsome face which is the definition of manliness.
'He is like a really handsome bear with less hair' Yuki thinks to herself 'I wonder if he grow's out his hair will he look like a real bear and that last one rhymed by the way'
He also mutters a few words she can't understand but she can tell they are very kind caring words.
As Yuki remember's she is a baby she thinks 'I should give them my biggest smile then they might give me more allowance when I'm older hehehe'
A creepy laugh echoes in her mind.
Yuki looks up at the two she presumes to be her parents and gives them the biggest smile she can. But she is the ice princess she has never smiled before so it looked really forced even on a baby.
And so the two people mainly the man run to find a doctor. But Yuki doesn't pay it any mind she just thinks about the money she might get in the future. As she does she realizes she is really tired so after that she goes to sleep again.
As Yuki wakes up she takes in the sight she can see again but she realizes she can't see anything and there seem's to be something in her mouth.
Also something is coming out of it into her mouth and she keeps instinctively swallowing it.
'I'm being breastfed right now aren't I
OH MY GAWD THIS FEELS SO WEIRD!!! '
After that incident happened Yuki can finally look around a little.
She see's stone wall's and wooden beam's supporting them.
'Well looks like I may be in the middle age's but still I'm A baby seriously a damn baby well I will deal with it'
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