Kapitel 90: CHAPTER 90: DESPERATION AND PRESUMPTIONS

Everything has no sound at all, it is like my world became separated from the others. I have no sleep and rest while my eyes are also exhausted from crying. I tried to plead and stop him that I even looked desperate for a man. 

"Please, do not leave me…"

"What about our promises?" 

"I will do anything to make you stay this time…"

"Please, please, please…,"

Those are the few things I told him last night to try all my bargains to make him stay. For my own reasons I did not believe anything that he said. That is so opposite of him. Is this what he means that he loves himself? 

Today is the day that he will leave and go to the address that those jerks have given him. I never imagined begging a person to stay, I thought because of Sandra, Kristie, and Ms.Monclair I will not learn to trust other people. It is hard for me to breathe to the point that even if someone strangles me it will not affect my feelings.