A thousand men approached, for me only one who cannot be replaced. My first love.
The female character named Bey
The male character named Mario
My first love disappeared.
A point of view Bey
In a side street cafe which was quite busy in the dusk. Bey and Willa are waiting for Dina who was late arriving from their appointment time, both of them had even finished off a piece of red velvet and a fresh drink.
Bey, Dina, and Willa are old friends since high school.
Dina finally came with her hand holding a man.
"Bey, Willa, this is Sammy," Dina walked over to the table, holding a man's arm affectionately.
Bey and Willa immediately stood up to welcome Dina.
"I'm Bey," I introduced myself first. Shaking Sammy's hand.
"Willa," the friend next to me nudged my shoulder, teasing Dina's new boyfriend with her sassy eyes.
"Hello, Sammy," Reply the man with clothes that look so neat and cool. He has a good height and athletic body.
"Cie, so this is Miss Dina's new lover who she said super handsome and hot!" teased Willa, her shoulder once again touching mine.
I can only smile seeing the behavior of the new couple who are in love. Dina and Sammy looked embarrassed. Their faces flushed red.
"Come on, order food, I'll treat both of you today."
Willa welcomes Dina's treatment with enthusiasm, while I can only comment with a faint smile.
Trying...
"uh, wait a minute, Vino is calling .." Willa hurriedly picked up her cellphone "Yes honey, we already gathered at the cafe .. Dina and her new boyfriend, oh yes .. here is Bey too, the single Bey. " Dina and Sammy chuckled at Willa's words to the person she called honey, are they mocked at me?
All understand very well the meaning of the word earlier. I pursed my lips, pretended to be angry because of Willa's words against me, they were just kidding.
"Hehee .... I'm just kidding" whispered Willa with an apologetic face.
"You mean Willa, look at Bey's face!" Dina joined Willa's joke.
I hit Dina's arm lightly, they are the same. Everyone laughed, laughed at my solitude.
Willa and Dina are my old friends. I can never be angry with them. Instead, they always make me laugh.
Lately, we rarely get together like this.
Since becoming a new student at a different campus, our activities have always been busy.
And when I met them again like this. They seem to change quite quickly. Willa was increasingly a stylist and her relationship with Vino looks even sweeter.
Dina was also getting growth and still humorous. No wonder the cool and popular Sammy can be her partner. They look great together.
I saw Willa's smile cheerfully greeted the arrival of Vino, who walked from the parking lot. Her hand waved softly with a happy smile.
"Here .. honey! "Shouted Willa.
I teased Willa, who couldn't wait to welcome her lover.
Willa looked at me while hissing asked me to behave. She was embarrassed.
"Shhh .. Vino is cold, I'm still looking for a way to make his frozen heart melt," whispered Willa made me look confused.
Dina also turned in the direction of Vino's arrival. The aura of that mature man was completely different.
Instantly the figure of an adult man with parlance style complete with an expensive car that he carries.
Wow, extraordinary. The limited-edition, luxurious and expensive car owned by Vino amazed us. Where was Willa find those gems? My eyes could not believe seeing the cold look of Willa's man.
"Bey looks... that's why you must looking for a boyfriend!" Dina made fun of me again.
She noticed my dazed gaze at the Willa man. Dina's words made my eyes immediately wake up from the cold face of Willa's crush.
Sammy rubbed Dina's face until the girl stopped teasing me.
"Don't be like that," whispered Sammy reminded Dina, He defending me.
"No problem, she was immuned," said Dina, replied her boyfriend.
Sammy looked annoyed at Dina's behavior. He tugged at the tip of Dina's nose anxiously. The two of them seemed to be pinching each other with cute faces.
They deliberately show off in front of me, right?
Looks like I'm going to be a fly here.
"I think I have to go," I said then got up and gave a hug to Willa and Dina.
Of course, I choose to leave those who are in love. I shouldn't interfere with their double date.
Besides, the bookstore across the street was more seductive and suited me well.
I grabbed my drink and left. Leaving their voices and laughter behind. I am happy with your happiness.
Enjoy the days of being a collages student.
Willa and Dina are my high school friends. Friends who are always with me, but there are secrets that I haven't told them.
Maybe it's not the time yet, seeing that they can have a partner and spend time like other teenagers makes me happy, though.
I took a deep breath, ah. I have to forget about him.
I walked along the sidewalk, crossed the street. The bookstore over there is my destination.
Triiiiinggg.....
a short message from Dina
~ Bey, I'll give your cellphone number, to Sammy, he said he has a friend to introduce,~
I reply to Dina's message with just a smile emoticon. Both Dina and Willa have tried several times to introduce me to men but until now.
My eyes looked down and saw that my sneakers were untied. I crouched down, fixing the laces on the side of the road.
Even today I still clearly remember you.
MARIO.
His tall body, broad back, straight shoulders. His smile, the look on his face, an attitude I couldn't guess. The touch, the kiss, your lips, and your hug...
I got goosebumps, just remembering about you.
In the past .. my chest was often tight and my tears always broke when night fell, when I remembered our short night.
But now, I can remember you with a smile. While enjoying the warm evening sun. The cool breeze that brushes my hair, makes my heart feel more relieved.
I saw my reflection on the glass wall of a shop. My changed image. I'm not a little girl anymore. My hair was elongated, my face was firm. I'm not a little girl anymore! I'm 22 years old.
I saw my lips a little pale, a little lip tint polish will make me excited.
I took a lip tint from my bag, rubbed it on my lips, and chewed it. I tried to smile broadly. Enjoying my loneliness.
Someone seemed to wave from inside the shop. Looks like he noticed my ridiculous behavior which had been only focused on my reflection on the glass wall.
I confirmed my eyesight. sure enough, someone was watching me from inside, a man.
His face grinning saw my behavior. My face became hot, I covered my face with my hands, immediately ran away.
"So embarrassed.." I muttered as I walked away. I jogged into the bookstore. Disappeared from the stranger men's gaze.
Now I tried to be confident. Eh, just a small and a wave of a foreign man has made my confidence down.
Gosh, I'm so embarrassed. I shook my head trying to forget the incident earlier, trying to calm down.
"Books, let's find a book," I muttered trying to forget the little incident earlier.
I began scrolling through the shelves, looking for the literature I enjoyed, teen romance stories.
Trying.
I saw an unknown number on my cellphone screen. Ah, it must be the man my best friend meant earlier, I thought.
~ Hay Bey, I'm Sammy's friend, Milo ~
I skipped. It doesn't steal the show, I'm sorry Dina. As soon as possible I put down my cell phone and continue searching for new books.
I'm too busy looking for books. Pull and put. Until accidentally I dropped a book beside me.
When my hand wanted to reach the book. Someone preceded me. He reached for the book that fell to the floor
I could only see the shiny toe of his loafers. Slowly my sight began to rise.
Looks like I have to say sorry and thank you to him who helped me get this book.
My eyes caught a man's feet in leather loafers, black slick pants, a neat blue shirt.
His arms looked sturdy and well-built, the veins of his hands were visible on the backs of his palms.
I grabbed the book in his hand without looking at his face. I don't dare to look at a stranger's face.
"Thank you, "I said softly, still staring at the book in our hands.
"You're welcome," he said, whispered, he moved a little, standing next to my body.
He brought his face to my ear. He repeated the sentence one more time. "You're welcome,"
That voice! suddenly I lifted my head. His face made my eyes suddenly enlarge. I can't believe this!
Impossible! my feet suddenly stepped back and pressed against the bookshelf.
The face was a face I know. The voice reminded me of a whisper that I could never forget that night.
"Mario .." I muttered in a trembling voice.
He has not had time to answer my call. A woman waves from the cashier. Calling his name in a warm voice.
I turned around and the second time I was in disbelief.
That woman!
"Sofia .." I muttered again with an increasingly shocked face.
Mario went straight to the woman. Their hands touched each other. Sofia took Mario? I can't believe it. What is wrong with my eyes? something seems wrong with my eyes.
I have to confirm one more time. I immediately left the bookshelf.
Wait!
***
read the story of the other of mine:
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3. Forced Marriage: CEO's sweet little wife
These eyes felt so hot, my chest felt burning and boiling.
My lids felt full and warm. My tears falling nonstop.
I saw clearly that Mario and Sofia, I can't lose them.
Why are they holding hands?
Why are they so close?
Why my heartfelt hit!
My gaze followed the steps of those who were getting farther and farther away. Sofia the clingy affection, Mario brings shopping bags and strollers.
It's a baby stroller! I ran to find their figures who were so fast mingling in the crowd.
"Where ..." I lost their figure.
I kept running to the right, to the left, crossing the street, entering the shops, looking around many times, everything seemed to be spinning in my head and .. why are the streets so busy today, fill my vision, squeeze my chest. Makes my head hurt, my heartaches.
"Where are they ... "I wiped the sweat dripping down my forehead with the hem of my sleeve.
The sweat started to fade my makeup. I don't care, I want to trust, what I have seen is not you, not you Mario!. She was not the Sofia you told me about, right!
I hope I got it wrong!
I can't believe seeing baby strollers with them. Didn't Sofia have another man!
Wasn't Mario her cousin? Aren't Sofia and Mario.
No way, I won't believe it. Mario explaining to me! I started sobbing. The tight chest forced me to spill it all.
It's unstoppable, I can only keep crying. I continued to jog down the street while holding back the tears that kept coming down.
My head started to hurt. it felt like it was about to break. Even though I ignore the tense, it was getting more and more torturous. My chest was tight.
Sick! Pain!
I can no longer hold everything about you. I like you, Mario!! I can not forget you.
Why are you doing this to me, why was everything about you like a mystery, give me an answer!
Explain to me!!
Don't let me endure it all, I can't take it anymore. I want you! Mario ...
M.A.R.I.O
Is that true that I lost you
****
The memory bubbles appeared in my brain again.
At that time, in my room, when I was alone.
I sat on the side of the bed with a blank stare. Both hands are stretched out, holding at the sides of the body.
I swung my legs slowly, just driving away boredom.
At that time my mind had drifted away. I've been trying to think about the handsome guy and his girlfriend. I was already surprised to see you, a woman and a man. What have the three of you done in the room?
I've been stunned. Many things have entered my mind. I had laid down on the sofa. This head was already full of question marks.
Eleven o'clock that night.
I've been silent sitting on the side of the bed. Already remembering the woman, the tattooed man, and the room next door.
"What happened there?" I'm already curious. I can't hear the faint sound anymore, I can't hear the sighed anymore.
What were the three of them doing in that room? What have they been talking about?
It's not just about the woman and the tattooed man, but you! What was the relationship between you? and the voice of the woman that night. Ah, I didn't want to remember anymore.
I quickly pulled the cardigan from the cupboard. My head already feels a little dizzy.
Too many things Made me wonder, there are already many things in my brain.
Things that could not be digested with my mind at that time. I'll find out, I thought that night.
I stopped right in front of the door of his room. My feet have stopped walking all of a sudden. The curiosity in my mind turned surprised.
Someone was already crouching over there.
His back was already leaning against the wall. Not far from my door. He lifted his head. Looking at me who was suddenly stunned. His eyes were cold. His face was flat
There was already a black backpack bag hanging on his left shoulder. A few moments after we fell silent, he already dared looked into my face. dared to approach him. I've been squatting by his side. He just lowered his face that night.
I'm not so sure. But it looks I've seen. As if there was a smile on the corner of his lips. A drawn smile like a smirk, what is it?
I crouched next to him and leaned back against the wall, my right foot tapped the floor, I tried to reduce the tension that hit me that night.
He was just silent, I was silent too, for a long time we were silent to each other so that I looked up, Staring at the ceiling in the hallway of the rental room that we were living in which felt lonely, That night was getting higher.
"It was late, you go into your room," I turned to him,
I can't believe it with my ears. Did he start a conversation? yeah, even though that sounded like he kicked me out.
"Mmhg.."
"Ugh.."
I could hear the sound from his room, while the owner was already outside, squatting beside me that night.
Perhaps, he heard a sigh from his room. The voice of the couple making love was heard so clearly in our ears that night.
Our faces stare at each other for a few seconds. A shocked and awkward gazed. Not long after, he and I just smiled a little, bowed embarrassed.
We heard a sigh growing clearer. Moans, sighs, whispers, and got us goosebumps.
Geez! I shut my mouth. Trying to hold back laughter and also felt awkward. Something tickled my stomach.
The couple's voice sounded funny to my ears but made my face hot, holding back embarrassment.
I can't imagine what's going on in there. The couple's voice. The sound of the bed creaking, all entered my brain.
My face feels hot. This makes me embarrassed and also makes my laughter want to break. This situation was kind of funny.
I was like eavesdropping on inappropriate things with a stranger. Duh, it was mixed in my chest that night!
The man next to me immediately stood up. He pulled my hand I saw his face flushed too. He was the same as me too! His lips smiled even though he tried to cover.
He held my hand!
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