Kapitel 187: "Help me to get sober?"

"Could you ever love me?"

It kept ringing inside his head, in his ears and it was starting to get on his nerves by then.

It was her face...trying so hard to not break down and cry her heart out right before him...but she had been stopped by her pride to not see him her weakness...her self respect.

The intensity of all kinds of emotions that her eyes were reflecting and by the strength of gravity of how much they were pulling him into it...into her.

The reason why he had been focusing to look at anything but her...her eyes and forget everything to have her back in his arms?

He could not just forget and let go of everything wrong she had done to him and try to conceal it forever in the past...it was what sickening to him.

It made him so much angry at her. To show her his rage, show how much he despised people who lied and tried to act innocent.