Kapitel 7: Afraid of past
He never turned around , he disappears in the air
I stood there as a statue,after a minute I came back to normal and then I walk outward the place where I saw that girl , but I can't see anything in the dark clearly , I don't know what the situation is,but I am sure she left the place after they both saw me , but if it's relationship fight I think they don't have to hide like this ,something is wrong,but I can relax now ..she is safe .
Mom, I came back ..
Enola ,what happened?
I took more than a-half hour ,dear
I saw my childhood friend mom after a long time she was transferred to another school after the kindergarten , she identified me and came to talk to me ,so It took time to reach home .
Okay,dear ,for a week I am going for business trip ,can you manage it alone ?
Or you can stay at grandpas house?
No ,mom I can stay here if I feel boring on weekends I will go to grandpa house.
Be safe mom on your trip .
La,don't skip your classes as I am not near you .
Okay,Mom where are going for a trip?
Korea dear.
Ohhh ...buy me cosmetics mom
Okay da
Good night nola
Good night mom.
What a long day?
Nola don't think about what happened in there,let's just forget that ,bloody rascal ,he will go to hell for sure .
Noah..has called me four times?
Ufff .. Noah ,what happened?
You have called me four times,
I am coming to see you by tomorrow , are you free Enola.
Yes I am let's meet up.
Finally I am seeing him tomorrow..excited
I am waiting for the sun to come soon ..
but I am little bit afraid to meet him ,after I meet him our relationship will be strong than before ,then again there will be more date..
But as I said I am always lonely person with full of bad luck ,I know I have to be strong I have to believe him but past what happened in my life is always a worst memory where I don't want to look back at it I always feel I am the only one who is always have bad luck , I am a person who prepared well for the exam like a topper but the result what I get is like backbencher , worthless as always how much hard work I put in it ,so I never believed in my life that some one will be there for me truly after my mom.
Sobbing....
Me and mom , we never talked about dad because mom knows,It hurts me a lot, his death is because of me , I killed him ...
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