Kapitel 150: Saying goodbye

"That was too fast." Russ panted as the last waves of his release rattled his body.

Jos smiled, still panting herself. "That wasn't good enough for you? I'm not sure I have another round in me." She teased as she stroked his thick calves with her feet.

"It will never be enough where you're involved." He said, lowering himself down onto his elbows overtop her and showering her lips with tender kisses.

Jos could feel Russ hardening again inside her. She forged shock as she playfully tickled his sides. "You, Sir, are insatiable!"

"Only for you." He said as he nipped her bottom lip.

Russ rolled his hips pulling his length slowly out before pressing back into her to emphasize his point. "I'll never get enough of you." He dipped his tongue into her mouth as she arched up against him in a soft moan. "There's nothing better than feeling you come undone beneath me." He whispered huskily against her lips as she ran her nails down the length of his arms. He trailed his lips over the column of her neck nipping and sucking as he went until he was low enough on her body to reach the rosy buds of her plump breasts. He sucked the hard nipple into his mouth, sucking hard before biting lightly all the while still working his hips against her.

Jos tangled her fingers in his messy blonde hair using her grip to try and pull his mouth back up to her lips. "Russ?!" She moaned, pleading heavy in her voice. "Please!" She begged as his eyes met hers, and he gave her nipple a playful tug before releasing it.

"Please what, baby?" He asked, knowing well what she was begging for.

Her cheeks reddened as she bit down on her own lip nervously. She watched as he moved over to the other breast and began his arousing assault on it. His thrusts were agonizingly slow as he rolled his hips rhythmically as if dancing to music only, they could hear. "Russ?!?" She growled as he bit harder this time.

"What, baby?" He said barely releasing her from his mouth. "Tell me what you want." He plunged his cock deeper this time but kept to the same slow torturous rhythm. "I want to hear the words, Joslyn." He said, moving his mouth back up to her sensitive neck.

"Aye!!!" She called out as he nipped and sucked an area he knew drove her wild. "I want you!"

He grinned wickedly against her neck. He pulled out of her agonizingly slow angling it so that every inch he withdrew would slide against her clit. "You already have me, baby, what else do you want?" He put all his wait on one arm as he slid his free hand between them. Pulling his full length from her, he gripped his shaft in his hand and slid the tip along her folds putting extra pressure to her clit has he worked.

Her face reddened more. "I… I want you to make me cum!" She blurted.

His smile widened and his eyes twinkled, "Good girl." He continued rubbing himself up and down her wet folds. "How would you like me to make you cum?" He asked a wicked smirk curling his lips."

"Oh god! At this point of torture, I don't care how you do it!!!" Her words came out as a whined cry.

He arched a brow as his smirk spread even wider. "Oh, you don't, do you?" He released his hard cock and leaned over the side of the bed pulling open the top drawer of the nightstand.

Jos's eyes widened, "NO, NO I care! I care!!!"

He came back up on the bed, a vibrator in hand. Smacking it lightly against his other palm, he asked. "Then how would you like to cum this time, baby?"

His eyes held delicious intimidation as he gazed down at her hungerly. She cleared her throat... once... twice... "I... I..." She swallowed hard past the lump in her throat.

"You what, baby?" Russ asked as he turned on the vibrator and began running it's long length across the tender flesh of her inter thighs.

Jos squeezed her eyes shut as heat began to build in her core. "Russ... please... I need..." Her words caught when he ran the narrow tip of the vibrator over her sensitive folds taking care not to stimulate her clit in any way. "You love to torture me, don't you?!" She huffed as she bit down on her bottom lip.

"Hum," He murmured, licking his lips. "Believe me, baby. My goals aren't to torture you, but rather to watch that well-kept control of yours melt away like butter on a hot stove by my hands."

She groaned as he continued teasing everything but the one area begging for his attention. "But you're not using your hands, you're cheating." She growled in frustration. Her hand slid down her body, seeking to relieve her throbbing bud, but he quickly gripped her wristed with his free hand.

Setting the vibrator down on her pelvis so that it's length still vibrated the areas he'd been teasing; Russ lifted her wrists to the set of handcuffs hanging around the headboard of the bed. A devilish grin spread over his full lips as she struggled against him. "Now this is cheating..." He quickly snapped the cuffs into place.

"But... but..." She whined, not wanting to be left to his mercy right now.

"You're the one who wouldn't answer." He remarked, bending and digging through the drawer again before settling back between her thighs. "If you don't answer then it's my call, right?"

She huffed out an irritated breath, rolling her eyes at the thought of these new games he'd been playing lately. When she'd agreed to these terms their sex life had still been relatively vanilla. "Oh!" Her eyes bugged as a large amount of lubrication was applied from her clit all the way down to her bottom. "Russ, what in the- Ahh!" Dazzling cyan eyes and a devilish grin met her surprised gaze as she tried to close her legs.

Russ arched his brow and rubbed his chin thoughtfully. "Well this won't do..." He leaned over the edge of the bed once again and lifted the bed-skirt. "Ha, there it is. I'm glad I thought to ask for this before Isha left."

Jos's eyes widened with a touch of horror as Russ lifted a long heavy bar with cuffs on each end. "What is that?"

Russ scooted down in the bed some before setting the bar down where he'd been sitting. He buckled one of her feet and then the other into the device before answering her. "A spreader bar..."

Jos looked at it skeptically. "What does it do- oh!" She chirped when the bar unexpectantly widened, locking into the new width.

Russ chuckled, "That, Love, is what it does." He said as he squirted more lube into his hand before sliding it over her exposed private areas.

Jos's eyes widened yet again as he lifted a small packet from the bed. "It's a little late for one of those, don't you think?"

Russ laughed, "Not for what I'm about to do." He held her questioning eyes as he slid the condom down his hard length. He lifted the bar bringing both her feet up with it and placed the bar behind his neck. He slowly slid his cock through her lubricated folds dipping the tip teasingly into her wet and ready center. "Is that what you want?" He asked, pressing the tip in and out in controlled, torturous thrusts.

She nodded and wiggled her hips as much as the restraints would allow. "Yes! Please!!!"

He gave her a ruthless chuckle as he pulled out of her and slid farther down to her lubricated ass. "You should have said so sooner. Now, I suggest you relax a bit." He didn't wait for her response as he pressed into her. Meeting resistance, he instructed. "Relax, baby." When she seemed to understand what he was asking, he pressed farther into her. "That's it, baby." He used his grip on her hips to ease the remainder of his cock all the way inside her. He didn't move as he allowed her to adjust to his size inside her, instead, he began to stroke and tease her with his fingers. He alternated between stroking her clit and fingering her wet core until she was so lost in pleasure it was safe for him to begin to move. He moved slowly at first only barely withdrawing before gently pressing back into her, giving her body time to adjust to the new sensations. Her eyes were closed, and she was biting her lip hard. The toes at each of his shoulders were curled as he began to pick up pace, matching his hip thrusts with the movements of his fingers.

She whimpered when his hands left her body briefly. Jos sucked in a breath as the cool metal of the vibrator pressed against her throbbing clit, causing her to bite harder into her bottom lip. "Ahhh!"

"Cum for me, baby." Russ growled huskily as he slid the tip of the vibrator back and forth from her clit into her tightening core. The feel of her tightening and the vibrations were driving him wild with need. He leaned forward and unsnapped one of the cuffs. Bringing her hand to her mound, he pressed her index finger against her clit. "Touch yourself." He instructed hoarsely as he began to fuck her harder with the vibrator. He fought against the urge to fuck her just as hard with his cock but didn't want to risk hurting her. The second Jos cried out her release, Russ quickly unsnapped the other cuff from her wrist, removed the spreader bar from behind his head, and pulled out from her. He used the bar to flip her onto her stomach, using one hand to flip and situate her onto her knees while he pulled the condom off with the other hand. She moaned loudly when he sank his cock deep inside her. "My gods, you're pussy is so tight!" He growled as he smacked his hips hard and fast against her. He leaned down over her back placing the vibrator into her hand. "Keep this held here." He instructed as he guided the vibrator to her clit. "Don't release it from this spot until I tell you."

Jos nodded as best she could. {He is definitely making this one hell of a goodbye fuck!} Her over sexed brain had time to think before the waves of orgasm began anew.

"Yes, baby! Just like that. I can feel you tightening." He growled. "Ah, ah yes!" He called out slamming even harder and faster into her. He knotted one hand into her hair pulling her neck back and guiding it to the side. He balanced himself against the headboard as he continued to drive into her furiously. His eyes narrowed in on the scar he'd left on her neck the first night they'd made love, and before he'd known what he was doing his teeth were once again sinking into the tender flesh.

"Gahhh!" She cried out. The feel of his hot seed pouring out inside her threw her over the edge of yet another orgasm.

Russ released her neck and licked away a trail of blood. He reached under her and grabbed the discarded vibrator turning it off. He placed a kiss to her shoulder blade as he slid out of her. "I love you, babe." He whispered against her damp skin. He trailed feather light kisses down her spine and across the rounded curves of each butt cheek as he pressed the release on the bar and uncuffed her ankles. "You are so absolutely beautiful when you lose control like that. It makes me lose what little control I have." He gently rolled her onto her back before spreading out beside her. Trailing his index finger teasingly along the ridge of one heaving breast, he added. "Say what you want about us, but there's no denying we are great together in bed if no where else." He laughed at her bewildered expression and bent to kiss her lips. "This is sex that only two people who trust and love each other can accomplish so seamlessly. Some people go their entire lives without finding someone they can trust enough to let loose like you just did... like I did..." He sighed. "I realize I was over ambitious thinking it would be easy for us to be together, but that realization hasn't changed my desire... I still want you as my wife." He leaned in for another kiss. "You don't have to say anything now, just don't completely shut down the idea, alright."

Jos nodded, trying her best to hide the worry his words were dragging up.

He brushed her damp hair back with one wide palm before cupping the back of her head and pressing a passionate kiss to her lips. He rested his forehead against hers as he held her in place. "Good. I don't think I could leave without knowing you're at least open to the possibility."

A light rap on the door caught both their attention. "Isha's here, say your last goodbyes it's time to go." Ry called through the heavy wood.

Russ pressed his forehead tightly against Jos's. "Promise you'll trust in me and in our love. Promise me that no matter what happens over the next two weeks you'll stay open to us and our future together."

All Jos could do was nod as she choked back tears that threatened to fall. Ignoring the pain in her shoulder and wrists, Jos wrapped her arms around Russ and squeezed tightly. "I love you! I promise, I'll do all I can for our future!" As much as she had tried, the tears still fell in waves down her cheeks.

Russ brought her watery eyes up to meet his. "Don't cry, baby. This is nowhere near the end for us, do you hear me?!" He pulled her onto his lap and kissed her with everything he had, letting all the built-up emotion pour out into that one last kiss.

Another knock sounded at the door. "Come on man, we have to go. Isha doesn't have all day, ya know!" Ry called out; irritation evident in his voice now.

"I'm coming!" Russ barked out. He turned his attention back to Jos. "I hate to go, baby..." He kissed her trembling lips. "I'll try to see you before I'm sent to the pack, but in case that doesn't happen..." Russ gently set her off his lap and leaned over the bed. He pushed all the things in the drawer to one side and reached into the very back of it. When he sat back up, a small black velvet box rested in his palm. "I know you can't go in front of the council with my engagement ring on your finger... but I thought maybe this could work." He pulled out a long silver chain. His large palm hid what dangled from the other end until it was placed in her own open palm.

Jos's eyes widened as she took in the beautiful white gold ring. The massive Diamond set in the center had to be at least a 3ct with several other much smaller ones haloing around the large center piece and twisting down the sides to form two infinity signs on either side. Her eyes locked on the ring. "Russ... it... it's beautiful... but you shouldn't have... not yet anyways..."

He curled her fingers around it. "Whether you feel comfortable enough to wear it now or not, it's yours. It always has been and will always be." He said matter-of-factly, before kissing her again. This time he let his lips linger in a long bitter-sweet goodbye. "I love you, Joslyn." He whispered against his lips as he moved off the bed. "And only you." He added as he let his hand slowly brush through her hair and across her cheeks as he stood. "This isn't goodbye, I promise."