Which one should he imagine? Sivina or Ana? They were both beautiful, he loved them both. He wanted to marry them both and have a harem. Since this was a medieval fantasy world, there could be no law to prevent him from doing so.
Or could there? He had never been interested in the law, but he knew that if he became rich enough, he could have both of them, regardless of the law. He would love them both equally and be a fair husband. If only he had been given such opportunities in his real world, he would have been a much better man.
He squeezed his manhood in the palm of his hand and accelerated. His manhood was like a wild horse, unrestrained, unbridled. Like Alexander the Great's Bukelafos, he was in constant motion and no force could stop him. During this moment Satoshi wanted to dream of them both. If possible, he would try to have them both. It was an incredibly difficult task for him, but in a world like this, the only obstacle was his imagination!
He could dream about Ana because she was cute. Apart from the fact that he liked girls with short hair, she had a natural beauty. She was a village beauty and in that way she was closer to Satoshi, who had also grown up in a village. He wanted to marry her and live a village life and work in the fields with his five children. When he returned from the fields in the evening, Ana would give him cold sake and they would slaughter and eat the chickens they raised themselves.
Sivina's noble beauty, on the other hand, was of a different magnitude. As an isekai main character, if anyone deserved to be the main female character in his story, it was definitely Sivina. Her beauty was indescribable, her nobility and grace too high for someone like Satoshi to attain. Yet he desired her, wanted to possess her. And why shouldn't he? Besides, a little dream never hurt anyone. If he became rich and guaranteed that he could give her a noble life, he could make his dream a reality.
Before he could decide whom he should dream of, yellowish semen spurted from the tip of his manhood onto the pot. It was sticky, running slowly down the leaves of the plant. Some of it got on his hand, but he couldn't find a place to wipe it off, so he used one of the plant's clean leaves to do the job.
"I'm disgusting," he thought to himself. "But I'm too lazy to wash my hands! Hmm... I feel regret again... I shouldn't do such things... OK! From now on I'll start grinding and become a chad!"
Suddenly he pulled up his pants and buckled his belt. He had gotten himself fired up once again, but he didn't know what to do from this point on.
"The first thing I have to do is to stop doing this. Then I need to gain power and money, and I can use my healing magic for both. If I can develop it..." He imagined himself as a famous doctor. People revolved around him and worshipped him for healing. "Yes, I could be very rich! First I enter the royal palace, then I build a palace for myself! People would beg me, give me money and gifts! In fact, in such a world I would get more than Ana and Sivina. No, no, I would be a loyal man."
He threw himself on the bed. He had won the battle and got the right to sleep in the room opposite the girls. Who knows, maybe he could go to their room at night for a chat or come to their aid if they needed anything.
"How am I supposed to improve my magic? The constant practice is supposed to improve me, but the girls are trying so hard not to get hurt. I mean, I'd rather they didn't get hurt, of course, but I can't practice this time. Should I try to make Raul get wounds? Actually..." He snapped his fingers with a brilliant idea. "That bastard Yu was saying something about the Wizarding Academy. I wonder if I could learn something there to improve my magic... Yeah, I should go and talk to Yu. After all, I'm helping him, I should get something in return."
As far as he remembered, Yu was going out with Lylphia after sunset. He wondered why he was doing something so dangerous, but he didn't plan to ask. He was going to find him before he left and tell him that he wanted to use the Wizarding Academy's library right away.
Of course, it wasn't a rush job, but there was no internet here, and he wanted to pass the time by making small talk and killing some time. Otherwise he would be bored until bedtime and there was nothing else to do.
If he could go to the girls, if he had any right to be with them, he would rather save it for later in the night and use the excuse that he couldn't sleep. Maybe, it was highly unlikely, but maybe, just maybe, he would have the misfortune to fall asleep in the girls' room.
"Then let's find out where the bastard is!"
He looked out the window. His room overlooked the backyard of the guild. He saw the two adventurers outside, but Yu was not there. He was either in his room or somewhere downstairs. At least he hoped so, and he also hoped that he wouldn't use his face to get near the girls. It was hard enough being in a constant fight with Raul, and he didn't have the energy to deal with another opponent. Still, he would fight for the girls if he had to.
He left the room and approached the girls' room. He put his ear to the door but there was no sound from inside. Then he went down the stairs. A bard, tired of singing, was playing the strings of his lute for a few customers inside. As the adventurers finished their dinner and waited for their drinks, Satoshi peeked inside to find the man he was looking for, but he wasn't here.
"Has he already left? Or is he in his room? What's he doing in his room?"
He hoped he hadn't gone out, if so he had nothing to do. He wasn't sleepy and he was too lazy to talk and bicker with Raul. When he stepped outside to look at the front yard of the guild, he was relieved to see the man he was looking for. He was sitting on the fence, facing the town. There was no one out front except Yu. He was standing alone.
"Oi! Why are you sitting alone?"
He spoke loudly as usual, so Yu could hear him. He both heard and felt uncomfortable.
"How many times have I told you not to overreact like that? You're not an anime girl, you're just an ugly bastard. You make me and the people around you uncomfortable."
"Looking for a fight, huh? I didn't choose my face!"
The more Satoshi continued with his stubborn response, the more Yu's nerves got on edge, he turned around and looked at him with a pitiful face he didn't expect to see. He first saw sorrow in his face, then his sorrow turned to disgust.
"Why do you have to be like this?" Yu asked. "The universe gave you a chance to start a new life and you are wasting it in a ridiculous way. Even a child wouldn't behave like you. I want to beat you."
Even though he knew he was annoying, it was in his heart to act like this. He wanted people to accept him this way and love him this way. He didn't find it sincere to become someone he wasn't in order to be loved, and he didn't respect people who were like that.
Yu was that kind of person. Instead of showing his true feelings, he tried to pretend to be different from who he was so that people would like him. Satoshi disliked him not only because he was handsome, but also because of his insincerity.
Still, he sat down next to him and looked at the depressing gothic town full of dark houses with Yu. "What do you think?" he asked.
"It's none of your business. What do you want?"
"Can you not be so hard on me? We're fellow countrymen sailing in the same boat!" He grabbed Yu's shoulder and shook it. "It's good for you to talk and open up too. We'll start getting along better."
"I don't think I'll see you again after this mission is over," Yu said and pushed Satoshi's hand away. "I wouldn't have been friends with you in the first world, and I see no reason to be friends with you now. You look like the type of person who watches tentacle hentai."
How did he know? It was impossible for something like this to show on his face. He didn't want to see it as something to be ashamed of, but the sudden discovery made him uneasy.
He coughed and composed himself. "Let don't waste time with such small details. I really wondered what you were doing here sitting by yourself, Isn't Yurine with you?"
"She was in the bathroom with Lylphia."
Could Sivina and Ana have been there too? If so, that could be the reason why he heard no sound when he put his ear to their room.
"What do you want?" Yu repeated. "I want to know what you can get out of me."
"Do I have to have an intention to come to you! I'm just trying to be friends!" He grabbed Yu's shoulder again. "There are a lot of things we can't talk about with anyone else, but we can talk about with each other. That automatically brings us closer together. We can even become best friends."
Instead of answering, Yu pushed Satoshi's hand away again. "Touch my shoulder again and I'll beat you," he said. Then he shifted in his seat to make his discomfort clear. "You haven't met other people who have come to this world, have you?"
Actually there was one person, someone else who came into this world with him. But at the very beginning of their story they were separated their way because they had big differences of opinion. Satoshi wanted to live an isekai adventure. He wanted to turn back home.
It was okay for Satoshi to talk about him, but he was not a bad person to disrespect someone else's privacy. So he wasn't going to say anything about him.
"No."
"Why do you think we came here and not somewhere else? We have our world, we have this world. There may be other worlds that we don't know. I think, probably they were. But we didn't come to another world, we came specifically here, to Rolderhelm. Is there a purpose for us?"
He had not thought about such things. For him, isekai life was a chance and the only thing to do was to make the most of it. Having fun, making money, meeting girls and making friends was the only purpose he could find in this world. He wasn't looking for anything more, he didn't need anything more. If he could have what he didn't have in his previous life, that was enough.
"Who cares? We are here and we should be happy to be here." He approached Yu, who was moving away from him. "Forget all that, what's going on between you and Lylphia?"