Kapitel 13: Who wouldn't be scared?

I smack his hand from my shoulder and turn to glare at him. "Tell me that you really believe that. Please say you truly think they're alive, that she's alive. Cause if you don't you have to stop telling me that, it's cruel. I'm scared, scared that I'll be all alone, that nobody will be left at the end of this catastrophe and it feels like you're not even taking me seriously. It's just you and me at the moment, if I can't trust you, who could I? You're only lying to me so that I don't break down cause that would stop me from protecting you, you don't even care about me. And yes, we just had our first decent conversation so I can understand that but if you don't care about me you have to stop pretending to. I can fucking handle it, okay? I'm used to people not liking me. And If...", I take a deep breath, "If nobody is in there then there surely at least is evidence of their whereabouts and i-if there are...b-bodies...then I will find my new purpose in life in avenging them but I won't break my promise, you're safe with me until I brought you to your house successfully." Yes, good, I have to think like that. I may sound confident on the outside but I'm nervous, I don't know what to do, don't know if hoping that she's okay is nothing but a silly dream. I really don't want her to be gone.....Rein.... he's already gone I-...I don't want to loose her too. Without her I'll be all alone, there will be nobody in this god-awful world that cares about me anymore. I know the idiot doesn't, he's just scared to die.