Kapitel 39: Sing Me To Sleep
Alan walker-sing me to sleep
Wait a second, let me catch my breath
Remind me how it feels to hear your voice
Your lips are moving', I can't hear a thing
Living' life as if we had a choice
Anywhere, anytime
I would do anything for you
Anything for you
Yesterday got away
Melodies stuck inside your head
A song in every breath
Sing me to sleep now
Sing me to sleep
Oh, won't you sing me to sleep now?
Sing me to sleep
Remember me now, time cannot erase
I can hear your whispers in my mind
I've become what you cannot embrace
Our memory will be my lullaby
Sing me to sleep now
Sing me to sleep
Won't you sing me to sleep now?
Sing me to sleep
Helena's visions getting blurred, she somehow feels Daniel hugging her tight with an anxious face, he looks devastated as if loosing something precious to him, but why?. Daryl whose eyes had turned red and shoulders shaking holding back anger and tears as he caught Francesca who was still screaming, before his subordinate came to take Francesca from his hand, they know he will kill her with his bare hands. He rushed to Helena side and scream as loud as he could, however the atmosphere was getting quieter, as if its inaudible, no voice was heard, the enchanting dark sky has the brightest starts of all, but how does a beautiful night can bear such tragedy?
Ethan knelt beside the pale Daniel. He held her hand and keeps mouthing words that she is not able to decipher, she felt cold, and shivered on her spine despite being held warmly by Daniel that heated due to anger for a failure to stop the incident. His dejected face was a puzzled to Helena that is slipping out of consciousness.
Helena could only let go of a weak smile for the last time. She closed her eyes and uttered to herself to the universe accepting her fate.
"I'm ready, take me, if I'm able to live again, give me the happiness I deserve." the atmosphere became dark and quiet, sirens and blue red light blaring, few men and women dress in a white uniform came rushing with a stretcher, is it too late?
However she heard a whisper that she wasn't sure whose voice it belongs to
"wait for me in the next life".
***
Helena's conscious swimming in a dark pool with an endless bottom.
The atmosphere in the place was depressing, there is no trace of anyone ever seem to be there, not even a sound of her breathe can be heard, alas does she even breathe?
It's a dark place, a place where every thoughts in the mind was in chaos, fighting to crawl out to be expressed and described, its a place where fear , sadness, sorrow, and grief are all heightened.
This unfamiliar place thrive the most by feeding from anxiousness like a beast thriving when it devour its prey.
It's cold ...
freezing cold ...
It's dark ...
awful darkness ..
Scared ...
Loneliness ..
No sound can be heard..it like a bottomless pit of thoughts ...
where am i?
I am scared
Is this a dream?
Is this hell?
Is this my punishment?
A faint voice was heard, Helena stumbled to find the direction of the voice was, she ran and kept running, but she never got to the end of it, the voice was getting farther, she raised her hand as if to touch and begging to hear the voice again.. but to no avail.
Helena sat weakly, crying, her body trembles, her shoulder shook, she cupped her face like a child loosing her parent.
where is she..is this after life? is this retribution for her sins?
"I accepted my fate" she howled in despair.
The faint voice was heard again, this time it was clearer as if it was just a whisper away from Helena's ear ..
"You are given second chance in life dear Helena, but it's up to you to write the story of your new life, and beware your wish will bite you hard" an eerie laughed was heard and getting louder as its taunting Helena, she screamed frightened by the laughed and keep taking a step back without realizing she was almost at the edge of what seemingly to be a cliff, terrifies of the shrill voice again she took another step back and fell..
she fell facing upwards as if the force of gravity pulling her with a hand that wanted to reach for something, her long hair parted down and unraveled, time seemed to be slowing down as she clearly saw and passed the snippets of memory that showing her life but this memory was not her. Is this a parallel world? a second chance? is that even possible? is that even real? does the universe played a cruel joke on her?
The endless fall finally halted...
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