Kapitel 15: Trauma

Cassandra no longer worried that Iris would change, but what troubled her now were the rude words she had spoken to Xavier and his friends yesterday when she asked them to cut ties with Iris.

"Dear, yesterday I said something rude to Xavier and his friends..." Cassandra admitted, feeling guilty.

"Rude? What did you say, Grandma?" Iris was curious to know.

Cassandra quickly recounted what she had told Xavier and the others.

Instantly, Iris felt amused upon hearing that. 'Gosh, Grandma finally couldn't hold back her anger anymore, huh?!' She chuckled inwardly, empathizing with her grandmother's emotions as she remembered how foolish young Iris had been.

Trying to reassure her grandma, Iris smiled and said, "Grandma, I know I should stop chasing Xavier, but I can't cut ties with him and his friends so suddenly, can I?" She paused, waiting for her grandma's response.

"They are my classmates, so I will continue to meet and study with them in the future," Iris explains.

"I know. That's why I feel so guilty right now. I hope they don't remember my rant..." Cassandra sighed deeply.

"No worries, Grandma, I will apologize to them."

"Hmm, thank you dear," Cassandra said.

...

Just then, Kevin and Maya approached to inform Cassandra they were ready to open the cafe.

"Iris, Grandma will help them out! Finish your breakfast, and I'll drive you to your college when you're ready." Cassandra said.

Iris was stunned to hear that.

'It's Monday!? How could I forget...' Iris completely forgot about her college activities. One of the things about her new life that made her unhappy was having to go back to college.

In her previous life, she attended an online college, only going to the campus for enrollment and graduation. The rest of her studies were done online. As a result, she had zero experience with attending college in person, surrounded by dozens of people.

However, now she had no choice but to try it. She wasn't sure how well she would adjust, but she will try.

Iris immediately stopped Cassandra. "Grandma, wait... can I borrow your car? I will drive myself. You don't have to bother driving me."

Cassandra halted in her tracks, turning to look at Scarlett with narrowed eyes. "Did you really get all your memories?" A slight frown creased her forehead as she was confused by Iris's sudden idea to drive herself.

'Hah!? Is there something I'm still forgetting?' Iris tried to figure out why her grandmother had asked that. Before she could say anything, she heard her grandma continue her words.

"Aren't you traumatized from driving a car after the accident?" Cassandra asked with concern.

Iris, "..."

Only now did Iris remember her trauma. She nodded slightly, admitting, "I do have trauma, but, as I said, I want to change and become a better person. Overcoming my fear of driving is one of my goals..."

Calmly voicing her decision, Iris couldn't help but feel guilty for lying to Cassandra. The internal conflict weighed heavily on her mind.

"I see," Cassandra smiled warmly. "Alright, but not today, Iris. Grandma will still drive you to your college until you feel ready..." She paused as if thinking about something. "I'll test your driving skills tomorrow. How about that?"

"Hmm, that's perfect, Grandma!" Iris agreed readily. She had no intention of pushing her grandmother. She was also concerned that her grandma might grow suspicious of her sudden change.

After breakfast, Iris rushed to her room to check her schedule on her cell phone. She needed to organize her entire week, adapting her daily routine to her new role as an assassin.

Upon opening her cell phone, Iris sat on her study table — this was the first time she checked her cell phone.

Iris was surprised to find numerous text messages and missed calls. Most of them were received when she was lying in the hospital after the accident. She only glanced at them but didn't read any in detail, focusing only on what she needed to know.

Once she finished checking her schedule, she turned her attention to her finances. She needed money to buy new weapons and clothes because she didn't suit young Iris' clothes.

Opening her wallet with anticipation.

"Goodness!!"

Iris almost choked in shock to discover that her past self had been living in poverty. She only found $12 in her wallet and $29 in her bank account.

"Jeez, Iris, how could you spend money like your last name was Hilton?" she slapped her forehead slightly.

Iris is even more shocked when she realizes that Cassandra gives her an allowance of $1000 a month. While it should be more than sufficient for a teenager living in a small town, she had already spent most of it, and it was only the middle of the month.

Curiosity led her to scan her bank transaction history on her app, where she was horrified to find that she had spent almost all her money on purchases related to her favorite boy band.

Iris threw her phone on the table and opened her laptop. "At least you have a MacBook Pro, Iris..." She smiled. Before long, her fingers danced rapidly across the keyboard, and her eyes remained focused on the screen as she attempted to access her Swiss Bank account.

This was the only bank account she dared to open since the name associated with it was not her real one. She was too wary about accessing her real bank account, fearing that all her assets would be taken away by...

"Who?"

Suddenly, Iris's fingers stopped.

"Who is he? Why can't I remember that person's name at all?"

She gently massaged her temples, striving to recall the name she wanted to remember. However, her efforts were in vain, as if the name had been buried deep in her mind.

After a few minutes of trying to remember, she finally realized something.

A sour smile appeared on her lips, reminiscent of what Gavriel had mentioned last night, "So... my memory loss related to that person? But who is he?"

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Kapitel 16: Sudden Change

Iris tried to remember, but not a single memory of that person emerged. Deciding to put her thoughts aside, she started withdrawing her money.

Upon checking her balance, Iris's face beamed with joy, seeing that her pension fund remained intact.

"You're rich enough to enjoy your life, girl!" She whispered with a smile playing on her lips. She withdraws the money she needs at the moment.

Iris entered $100,000 as the transfer amount and inputted a series of codes before finally hitting enter.

Her cell phone vibrated almost instantly, signaling that the money had been deposited into her account, which relieved her because she could access her bank account and withdraw money.

Iris didn't close her laptop right away; instead, she browsed for a few minutes to find information about Silenthill. She needed to locate a place to buy a gun or any other weapon necessary to carry out her mission.

After a brief search, she closed her laptop, turning her attention to her next headache, adapting to her classmates, especially Xavier and the others. She felt the urge to run away from him, too embarrassed to face him after her shameless behavior towards him in the past few months.

"Jeez!! You shameless girl, Iris!!" She shook her head, mentally scolding herself as she readied herself to head to campus.

...

Before long, Iris sat beside her grandma, who was driving an old Hyundai Elantra.

As they drove along, her grandma spoke about their plan for the following morning—to learn how to drive again. This conversation sparked an idea in Iris' mind, and she looked at her grandmother curiously before asking, "Grandma, I want to buy a car..."

Before she could finish her sentence, the screeching sound of tires abruptly stopping filled the air as Cassandra hit the brakes upon hearing Iris' words.

In reflex, Iris gripped her seatbelt tightly, fearing she might get hurt. "Grandma, be careful!" she shouted, reaching out to hold her grandmother with her other hand in an attempt to protect her.

Everything happened so fast, leaving Iris anxious that they might hit something, which was why her grandmother had stopped so suddenly.

However, after a few seconds of peering outside, Iris realized nothing had happened. Feeling confused, she turned her gaze back to her grandmother and asked, "What happened, Grandma? Why did you stop the car?"

"Ugh, sorry dear..." Cassandra immediately stepped on the gas again, continuing at a moderate speed. "Nothing happened. I was just slightly surprised to hear you wanted to buy a car."

Feeling relieved, Iris settled back into her seat and stared at the empty road ahead. "Yes, I think I need a car, so you don't have to drive me everywhere," she said.

Iris needed a car because no public transportation passed in front of her house, and this city did not have adequate public transportation. Taxis are rare, and most residents have their own vehicles.

A few moments passed, and there was silence in the car. Casandra didn't answer immediately; her mind was preoccupied with calculating the money she could allocate to help Iris buy a car.

"Iris, I want to buy you a car, but..." Cassandra's voice trailed off as she remembered her limited finances. She didn't have much money in her bank account because she had just paid the hospital bill for Iris, as their insurance only covered some of Iris's hospital expenses, not all.

Sensing her grandmother's concern, Iris quickly continued, "...granny, I just need to buy a used car. And you don't need to pay for me."

Cassandra glanced at Iris briefly, curious to know if she had heard correctly. It was unusual for Iris not to be pushy about something. "You have money?"

"Yes, Grandma. Actually, I have enough money," Iris replied with a weak smile, resorting to lying to Cassandra once more. She felt sorry, but she couldn't reveal the substantial amount of money she had in her bank account, could she?

"How so? I thought you spent all the money I gave you?"

"Grandma, I've been selling a few things online, and I just checked the items I placed on the online market—they were sold. The money from those transactions is enough to buy a used car..."

"Really?" Cassandra was shocked. It was the first time she had heard of her granddaughter having money in her account. Until now, Iris would run out of money every week.

Iris could only nod in response to Cassandra's question. Her hands tightly gripped the bag that was in her lap, feeling guilty for lying to this kind lady.

"That's good to hear, dear. You can buy any car you want, but tomorrow, I still need to check your driving skills. I don't want you to have an incident while driving!" Cassandra's tone had a tinge of sadness as she continued, "You are my only family, and I don't want to lose you either!"

Iris shifted her gaze to her grandmother, even though she couldn't see through her eyes as Cassandra's face was fixed on the road. Nonetheless, she could sense the sorrow in her expression.

"Grandma, I promise you, I will not hurt myself, and I will protect you forever," Iris said earnestly, making a heartfelt vow to her grandmother.

Soon, their car came to a stop not far from the main gate of Silenthill University. No students were walking in front of the campus; almost all of them used private vehicles or were dropped off by their parents.

Usually, Cassandra would also drop Iris off inside, but this time, things were different—she had asked her grandmother to drop her at the gate.

"Are you sure, dear? Your faculty is quite far, and you will be exhausted to walk there," Cassandra expressed her concern, her voice fading as she noticed Iris' outfit.

Cassandra raised an eyebrow as she saw her granddaughter's style. It's completely different from her usual feminine appearance.

Iris wore black leggings with an oversized red hoodie and white sneakers this time. She wore a long gray coat that covered her tiny body, completing her style. Her hair, usually styled with care, was now simply tied in a ponytail, and she wore a red baseball cap.

"Yes, Grandma, it's fine. I still have plenty of time, so there's no need to rush!" Iris casually replied as she got out of the car. Waving her hand at Cassandra, she swiftly walked into the campus area without looking back.

Cassandra didn't start the car immediately. Her eyes fixed on Iris until she disappeared.

"Is this also the change that she promised this morning?" Cassandra pondered aloud, gripping the steering wheel tightly. She couldn't help but feel suspicious about her granddaughter's sudden transformation. While she was happy to see Iris gradually changing for the better, this shift seemed too absurd, too unusual for her to believe.