Kapitel 21: CHAPTER 21
John looked at the Spartans who were killed and died. Jim was indeed strong and wise as he directly waited for the soldiers at the other side to die at a huge number before he flew to the other side and directly killed the commander at the other side. John decided to go away as he had seen the methods of fight and it was indeed boring. The strong remained the strong and the weak would remain weak. John returned to his home and kept creating more logical constructs that could use items.
John had decided to stop using biological matter for constructing items as they were hard to create and he did not have any idea to do so. The population would increase sooner or later and the problem remained that there is a need for food and other input. He could indeed produce items but he could not manipulate atoms to create organic molecules for now. He could only do such things now. He decided to use this world as the experimental field as he needed more information. He started to think about various possibilities.
If it was indeed true that he was going to be reborn in another world then the problem would remain that he could be born in a super world where beings as old as the universe could exist that are strong in both strength and thoughts. If he was going to be reborn in another worlds in successions, it was not a necessity that he could get time to understand the world and try to manipulate the world to his liking. He had to take this chance.
If this was his only life with the past life nothing more than a memory created and his existence coming into being the current moment he woke up or the current moment now with the thoughts of the past, then the thoughts of the present would be dependent on the past as they are the reason of the existence of his current logical and rational thoughts. He was not bound to the past, present or future or so was it said by the god as it was the true detachment. The problem remained that all thoughts are based on truths and his current logic is based on himself and in one manner or another even the god in his mind of personal reality existed in his person reality. All senses could be manipulated and god was nothing more than a concept which the gods themselves could not prove. It was easy for a god to make others to think that they are gods without making others gods by just manipulating the senses alone without manipulating the consciousness as the real god will be the god and it could extend to infinity. So the question arises that in front of infinity and gods, what was the truth and whether the truth could be believed as no one can understand anything.
He could only live through the rules of detachment by staying away from the world, the senses, the emotions and the rationale and just live his life as necessary and keep rising forward and just living the life in the truth of the microcosm considering it as the macrocosm and rise to the level of the new macrocosm to live the life in the new truth. His current truth was nothing more than that of a human being blessed by the gods and the truth of his was dependent on the pantheon they created. He could only live with current truths and current enjoyments and the enjoyment came through actions performed through powers that would give some respite and satisfaction to the consciousness and for a detached being like him he could control the basic action of what would satisfy him and hence control his happiness. Being detached should remain so as that was what he was and anything other than that in any manner would mean he was dead and it did not matter whether the successive organism would exist as a continuation of what he exists as thoughts. He was sure that his soul would destroy then as he tried to experiment by controlling his thought and trying to collapse his consciousness and he had indeed found so. He could only live in his consciousness as his current self as all was based on power and he could only control his current self to the utmost and even that was questionable and he thought the question such that any further possibilities due to the question of such possibility would not rise due to his current thought about the question.
He decided to play the game as himself. He was not a human just because he had a human body and he was not the priest of the god of matter just because he had the power of controlling matter by the blessing of the god of matter. He was not John as the name was given by someone in the previous life and the language was create by other beings. He was just him and he did not like the necessity to name himself and he was himself.
John found that his soul had condensed further to the limit of infinity and become an infinite soul. It seems that the thoughts of the present would matter to the soul as the soul would have been made as such. The problem remained that the best could only grow in the best circumstance and the chances were low depending upon probability. The problem remained that his current strength was given and such remained in his personal reality and he could not change it. He could only say that his current thoughts and he himself was a product of his own creation and he was truly conscious being as he knew about himself and he could understand himself. He sighed and decided to play with the game of the god. What else could he do rather than play the game? Of course, self-improvement.
The main problem remained above all that he had to question the very motive of his own action whether it was just lie down and enjoy the life or to go to the higher level. He could understand the possibilities of such and probability did not matter here as, as long such a possibility existed, he could not take any action or start a thought process based on any decision or thought and he could not take it on the basis of any randomness as he could not understand the origin and if he understood the origin, he would have to question the origin. The good thing was that since he had started to question the things of the basic thoughts and consciousness and although it was said to be protected by the rules of chaos gods, he did not have to care much about the world as he really did not care much about the world anymore and he could play in any manner he wanted with the world as he would lose nothing if he wanted to lose it.
He could indeed start his actions in this world but the problem remained whether all his thought which led to the problem to let the world be not under his priority although he would not like to lose anything in the world was just another manipulation. He could only do the thing which was to experiment with the world. He would let the world be under him and develop it and when any god or other equivalent being would come, he can understand that his life is meaningless to a certain extend and it would not be otherwise but he could not prove it until infinity. If his memory of that revelation was wiped out, then he would not be him as each and every memory, good and bad was what made him, him. if otherwise that is nothing more than another being. The speciality of consciousness is that they cannot be copied as each consciousness has a self-conscious feature which means that they can understand themselves and hence they are unique in their own sense as each consciousness is unique as they think for themselves. That is the reason why gods hate clones and gods hate the matter-based mortals without soul as their memory would keep changing depending on situations, maybe due to being hit on the head or due to some hormone or due to old age. Matter and energy cannot be believed and only the blessing of gods could be believed by the gods.
John sighed and lay down on the corner of the room as it did not matter about the world. So, what if the world was different as he remained the same. Humans were weak as they were defined to be born in a terrestrial planet with oxygen gas and organic matter. They could not move higher and they could not understand the sun or moon. They could understand the universe without moving out of the planet just through calculations and their imagination knew no bound and that is why the consciousness is considered the basis of gods and all life.
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