Kapitel 221: Chapter 220 Growing feelings 1
"Back in your college days, don't tell me you didn't go out to have fun!" Falcon said giving me a quizzical look. "You seem to doubt me alot?" I smiled staring at him. It was unbelievable, but instead of having fun, I had to do some part time jobs coupled with mum's boutique to be able to attend college.
"Your words are totally unbelievable, college days are like the best days for everyone. If you didn't have fun what else did you do?" "I had fun, but not your own kind of fun!" I said crosschecking the file in my hands. "Hmm, so what kind did you have?"
"The normal fun Falcon!" He chuckled lightly at my words. We got to check out the new project together and he is my assigned guide by Mr Doir. "You know you have beautiful eyes right?" He suddenly said and I met his gaze. "Of course I know that!" If he was trying to flatter me, then it was not working.
I've always been told by my family and friends of how beautiful I was, so it wasn't new to me. No one can woo me with sweet words, except of course one person who is now dead to me.
"Don't we look compatible for each other?" He sassed.
"Oh please stop." I wondered where this words were suddenly coming from. I was not ready for any form of relationship at least not now. Not after coming out of a toxic one.
But even if I now have a new life and all that.... I still felt like something was missing. It still felt like my life is incomplete without him, which I can't believe myself that I'm actually missing him.
It's like I'm tied to him, like I can't get over him no matter how hard I try. He's always in my head, my thoughts no matter how hard I try to get him out. I hated myself so much for still thinking about that monster. He doesn't deserve me, yet my stubborn heart still yearns for him, my stubborn heart still wish to see him again even if it's just for a second. Even if it's from afar. "But I'm right though!" Falcon continued.
"You just got a divorce cause your husband cheated and I just broke up with my girlfriend cause Of same issue isn't it crazy?" He chuckled but his words were not funny to me.
"My husband cheating? How do you know about that?" I asked astonished by his words.
"I'm I wrong? I mean it's all over the news, you don't watch that?"
Is this Dad's doings? Why did he have to let it out, I thought we agreed on letting it go. "Excuse me!" I had to see things for myself, Dad can't possibly do this right now.
I got back to my office and picked my phone to type the Wilson's name and everything came to view. They really are in trouble.
What caught my attention wasn't the trouble they were in, but that fact that Berverly was pregnant and Father promised about she and Alex marriage like I never existed. This is the reason Alex has refused to look for me, cause he's expecting a child with another.
The unbearable pain I've caged in for days came rushing to me like wild fire as it consumed me. My heart I've managed to mold back shattered into million pieces again and the tears I've held in for weeks now flowed out without warning.
I was broken again, blaming myself for leaving at the same time hating the entire Wilson's family even more. I fell to the ground as I sobbed even more. I was over him right? So why did it still hurt so bably.
What killed me is the fact that he now belong to someone else.
I can't do this anymore, I can't keep hurting myself, maybe this time I should forget him completely. He wanted me out to get married to his true love, fine I'm out and never going back. My mind was made up to erase whatever feelings I have left for Alex.
He would just be someone I met once, when I was younger and that is all he is to me from now on. Cleaning the tears from my eyes I got up and sat beck on my chair.
Falcon stared at the girl who left him with gritted teeth, she looked like one that was still inlove with her ex. And that thought annoyed him. He should be the only one in her thoughts. Though his father had told him to be patient with her, his inner monster wanted her right away. From the first day he met her, she has caught his attention.
Falcon had growing feelings towards Hazel, the kind of feelings he wanted to stay for a really long time. He never thought she'd be as beautiful as she was in person the day he met her.
Sooner or later she would get used to his presence in her life and just as her father had asked, he would love her more than anything. He was very aware of her pregnancy and was ready to accept the kids as his own, that's how much he loves her.
David wanted his daughter to find a man that would distract her and remove her thought completely from Alex. He was no fool to see Hazel was still inlove with the man even after everything he did. But David would never let his daughter be in a relationship with that man ever again.
Both families hated each other and things would remain that way. Falcon Dior is a reputable Young Man who was the right choice for Hazel, not some senseless fool.
Berverly walked out of her room to the stairs as she felt hungry. She's been on hideout cause she knows she's dead if Alex finds her. It wasn't her fault she said what she said but his mother's. Maybe if Maria had been nice and gentle towards her, she wouldn't have done what she did.
The apartment she lived in was pretty simple with just a house keeper. "Zan, get me a cup of coffee!" At this point her phone and all her communicable devices has been turned off. She couldn't even check how messy the internet had become.
Taking a sip of the coffee, she felt a stinge of pain at her lower abdomen, which dessipated almost immediate. She was scared but then when the pain varnished, she let out a sigh of relief touching her tommy lightly.
Berverly stared at the coffee and kept it on the table, she was scared of loosing her baby. Just as she was about to move, the sharp pain came back in a more crucial way and she sipped the air tightly closing her eyes. What was happening to her?
She's been fine few minutes ago. "Zan!" Berverly screamed when she saw a red liquid rolling from her legs. With grave face she held the next thing close to her firmly.
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